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Chapter Two: Crap I Had To Go Through

I was laying on the floor when I woke up.
I'm in class, but why am I on the floor? I thought.

I warily get up to find a million faces looking at me. Horrible pain shoots up my left shoulder. What the hell happened?

-" Stay down. Don't get up, Emma." I hear a nearby voice say.

I completely ignore it. I sit up and squint my eyes, then blink.

-" Emma, don't get up. " the voice repeats.
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Guilty. That's what I am. Guilty of making people care, guilty for seeking attention, guilty for being an asshole.
I'm just guilty.
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I sit with my head between my hands. I'm not feeling so well. I feel like I'm going to blow. This fake smile I'm forced to wear every single day to school is killing me, but I have to cope with this feeling.

I hear my name being called. I look up and shiver. I'm definitely in trouble. Like, deep trouble. They could've found out about me being... NO! I'm sure She didn't tell them, or did She?

The thought is forced out of my head as soon as it was forced in. Blinking tears out of my eyes, I face them with my dark side. There's a lump in my throat, but I force myself to not cry. It hurts so bad, but I keep trying. My voice is barely a squeak, yet they seem to hear every word I say.

They want details. Lie! A small voice in my head tells me. But I can't lie. My head has turned to a war zone, and the voices in there are too much for me. It's so loud in there that I have to focus on staying alert.

I don't care, I don't care, I don't care! I desperately try to calm myself down, but in vain.

I hear a voice.. a different one this time. It takes me some time to realize it's my own. I'm telling them the truth. I'm crying to their faces, and I just can't stop myself. I close my eyes and cover them with my shaking hands. And when they're least expecting it, I run at top speed towards the door.

They cannot stop me. They just sit there and stare at me. And I keep running towards the only clue I've got about what's going on. I need to find Her.