the story of my life

three.

TW: SELF-HARM AND ABUSE SO DON'T READ THIS CHAPTER IF YOU'RE NOT COMFORTABLE WITH THIS.

"yes mom."

Lia's pov:
Once I finished cleaning the house and washing my mom's car, it was 9:30pm. Thank god I don't have to be on set tomorrow. I walk back in the house where I see my mom and her boyfriend eating dinner, without me, like basically there's no plate for me. "Mom? I finished what you told me to do. Can I have dinner too?" "Did you cleaned the whole house and washed my car?" "Yes I did, I just told you." "Do not speak to me like this young lady, because of that, no you can't have dinner." "But mom I'm hungry! What am I gonna do?! Die because I didn't ate?" "Stop being an ungrateful child. At least you ate lunch. There's African kids that doesn't even eat 3 meals a day so be grateful!" She said while I heard a smack in the house. What the hell. She just slapped me?!? "Good job babe she needed it to be told" my mom's bf replied. I ran into my room before my mom could see me crying. My mom slapped me. The women who's supposed to love me, to be proud of me physically and mentally abused me. As I was being in my thoughts, I did the only thing that came to my head. Take my blades. I rolled up my sleeves and put the blade on my cold skin. "You're no good." one cut. "Everyone hates you, even you're mom." two cuts. "You deserve nothing." three cuts. "You're ungrateful." four cuts. With that, I close my eyes and let my head fall against the wall. I open my eyes and see the blood dripping from my arm. It felt so good. I closed my eyes again, staying this way for a good 10 minutes. I then, get up and go take a shower because after all I did today. I stink. I pick up my pj's and my shower stuff and go to my bathroom.

The water is so hot that it's burning my skin. The water hit my freshly made cuts. I close my eyes and relaxed before washing my hair and my body.
I get out of the shower, put my pyjamas on and brush my hair and decided to make two french braids. I walk back to my room, grab my backpack and take my charger for my phone. As I got into bed and open my instagram, I notice that some of the cast are following me. As like: Camilla, Caterina, Jessica, Sarah, Ellen, Kelly, Jessie, Eric and Justin. I hit for all the follow back button. It took a good 30minutes to answer texts from some of my friends and some emails for the show. I was about to close my phone when I saw a notification on instagram, it was Caterina who texted me.
C: Heyy! I was just making sure you were okay. You kinda left so suddenly after your mom called you and seem quite nervous. Is everything ok?
L: Hi!! Yeah thank you for checking but yes everything is okay. I just promised my mom that I would be home.
C: Alright. Are you excited for after tomorrow? we are gonna shoot our first scene together!!
L: Yeah I am. I hope it's gonna be great.
C: Don't worry, I'm sure you will do great!
L: Yeah thank you. I'm gonna go to sleep now, Goodnight!
C: Goodnight sweet girl <3.
Sweet girl? um okay it kinda made me smile to be honest.

Caterina's pov:
After this afternoon, I was extremely worried about Lia.. Once I saw that she added my back, I texted her to see if she was okay. She texted me that yes she is but I know teenagers, they lied everytime. Hell I was a teenager once. But I decided to believe her. Lia also texted me that she's anxious about the scenes we have in the next days. I didn't told her but I already saw one of the movie she acted in and I was so obsessed with her acting. Like how a thirteen year old girl act that good? Anyway, she has the day off tomorrow and I hope everything is gonna be okay at home. I'm not gonna lie, I'm not that dumb. I know she's hiding something only by the way she reacted when her mom called her and shouted at her. I know something is wrong but I'm gonna give her time and gained her trust before asking. I hope she will trust me enough to tell me or hell I'm gonna be worried as fuck.
I just hope everything is okay.

A/n
This is chapter 3. If you guys need to talk to someone just dm me, it's gonna be my pleasure to help you. If you are struggling no matter what, I'm ready to listen. Oooooo Lia what are you hiding from Caterina:// Anyway I' probably should go to sleep I wrote this at 3am bye-
by the way my mom always tells me the african kids that doesnt eat 3meals a day when I wasnt hungry when i was younger skckvorofnjc

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