the story of my life

twenty-four

Caterina's pov:

We watched iron man 2 since that's when Natasha, Lia's comfort character, come into marvel. I thought it could distract her about the lawyer and the Hayden thing.

I wonder how will she react when Camilla will told Li that her daughter's name is Hayden.

My sweet girl fell asleep while watching the movie so i decided to let her sleep a little since i know that she probably didn't got very much sleep.

I've been thinking a lot these past days.. about my love life. I haven't dated since last year and it was a pretty much serious relationship. I'm somehow confused about my sexuality too.. I know that i have a celebrity crush on Chyler i mean who doesn't. But i don't feel like i could be with her. On the other hand tho.. Jessica is divorced from her husband it's been 6months and they also share custody of their kids.

We also haven't heard from Lia's mom and stepdad so they probably backed off after what happened on set. I wanna act soon and the fastest because i can't lose Lia. She's my daughter and no one can take her away from me.

I also planned something for Lia tonight. Movie night in Camilla's trailer.

"Mom?" Lia says.

"I'm here bubs i'm not going anywhere" I play with her hair as she loves that.

"Come on we have to go to set" I started to get up when she grabbed my hand.

"I don't want too" She says keeping her eyes closed

"Come on you'll get too see Camilla Chyler Sarah Eric and everyone else" I know she misses them a lot and that she needs her family with her right now.

"Okay okay i'm up" She jumped off the couch and put on her converse.

As we get into the car, She puts her bluetooth on and play Taylor Swift. Who doesn't love Taylor Swift?

The song playing is Wildest dream and i know it's Lia's favourite.

"YOU'LL SEE ME IN HINDSIGHT TANGLED UP WITH YOU ALL NIGHT BURNIN IT DOWN SOMEDAY WHEN YOU LEAVE ME I BET THIS MEMORIES FOLLOW YOU AROUND"

She sings a little too loud but i don't care as long as my girl is happy i'm happy.

Who could've known that a teenage girl joining the cast and having a pretty rough life and thinking that her only way is to kill herself would have become such an important person in my life, more, my daughter.

I never thought about adopting, I always wanted kids of my own but when i saw Lia helpless and not knowing what it feels to have a mom who loves you, i immediately change of idea.

You never know when your life is gonna change for the best or worst. But for me, met Lia was one of the best thing that ever happened to me. 

We got to set and Lia immediately run to go see Chyler and Sarah as I stay behind to talk with Camilla.

"How is she today?" She asked me.

"She's good yeah.. it was kinda a rough morning but she's good now i guess." I watched her hug the girls and then walk to Justin and Eric.

"Rough? Why? Because you guys talked about the lawyer thing?" Camilla looked at me confused.

"Um no.. she had a panic attack about it and she was scared to go back with her birth mother and that if she goes back she wouldn't know how to survive and probably... try to commit again." I try to take deep breaths but it's hard to know what a kid goes through these days.

"Again? So that means she tried... she survived.. so it means someone saved her?"

"Hayden, her friend.. saved her.. and um well a few months after Hayden committed and died in Li's arms.. I think.. I think they were more than friends. The way Lia talked about her.. i think she was in love with her." I explained.

"She doesnt know that my daughter's name is Hayden.. right?" Camilla said while looking at Lia.

"Nope.." I say knowing it's gonna probably shock her..

"Should i tell her?" She asked me.

"Maybe when you're gonna bring Hayden to set.. then yeh.." I let out a breath and walked to my trailer.

"Mom" Lia runs to me.

"Yeah?" I asked.

She just hugged me. Not a little hug. A big one.

"I love you." She says looking at me.

"I love you too." I say.

I'm officially calling my lawyer tomorrow.

Lia's pov:

We just finished filming a kind of a rough scene. It was a fight between Amelia and Alexia. (Don't know if i already gave her a name or not)

The fight was about Amelia being so strict with Alexia and Alexia was being a stupid teenager and you know yelled "You're not my mom and never will be because we doesn't even share blood" And left the house and went to April's house. Caterina had to breakdown in the scene and even tho it's acting i know that they were real tears...

I went to my trailer and start to pack my things