☆☆ ♡ 𝓱𝓲𝓰𝓱 𝓼𝓬𝓱𝓸𝓸𝓵 ♡ ☆☆ ~ 𝓷𝓸𝓪𝓱 𝓼𝓬𝓱𝓷𝓪𝓹𝓹 𝔁 𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓭𝓮𝓻

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i genuinely love this song, i know it's kinda old, not really tho. lol. it has like literally nothing to do with the chapter tho. lol.
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i've always been an extremely independent and stubborn person. ive also always been extremely aggressive, or scrappy if you will. but when I saw Caroline walk in I really just want to walk out.

god it's like all I do now is compare myself to her. I even skipped breakfast this morning. I just want to be pretty like her.

"Okay Caroline, go take that empty seat near noah." my teacher said

god I really hate my teacher for that one.

she walks over to noah glancing at me quite a few times. whilst I see noah staring at her. millie's eyes immediately shoot over to me as she gives me a sympathetic look. i just slightly smile.

all I hear for the rest of that class is the whispers, giggles, and chuckles from noah and caroline.

the next class i have is my favorite class, art. I like that class because it's fun and it's one of the only classes I have that Noah's not in.

i always get to art early. it's because I like to get my seat before everyone else gets there.

"good morning y/n!" my teacher mrs. winters says as I walk in and put my stuff on the desk.

"morning mrs. winters" I stay with an unenthusiastic tone.

"today we are going to be painting a portrait, so can you do me a favor and go get the paints from the closet?"  she asks.

"yeah of course"i reply while walking out of the room.

I make my way through the hall to the closet which is on the other side of the school.

I open the door to see noah and caroline making out while noah has his shirt off.

"god noah your such an asshole." I say bluntly while grabbing the bucket with the tubes of paint and paint brushes while walking out.

"y/n wait!" noah says.

I don't wait. I simply flip him off while not looking back. I can hear him scoff in the distance.

I re-enter mrs. winters room with the paint and put them on her desk while heading back to mine. the rest of the class i didn't get anything done, the image of noah and caroline making out just kept replaying in my head over and over again.

its finally lunch time after what feels like 10 hours, and i really just want to go home.

im sitting alone at a lunch table staring at noah and caroline, who are accompanied by noahs squad and millie. i can see the way all the boys are laughing and patting his back, just like they did when noah offered to take me to dinner, and Noah's cheeks flushing witch a light pink color, just like they did that day.

i didnt even realize elli sat down until she snaps me out of my thoughts.

"y/n, y/nnnnn, earth to y/n are. you. here?" she says trying to snatch my attention.

"yeah, yeah I'm here" I say still taking quite a few glances over at Noah's table.

that causes her to look back and realize that I'm looking at noah and caroline.

"what's going onnn?" she says draggin the n in "onnn".

i explain the whole situation to elli.

"oh I'm gonna beat the living shit out of the prissy bitch." she says standing up.

I immediately pull her down.

"no elli. no your not." I say bluntly

"dammit I dont even know the bitch and I already wanna beat her ass." she says.

I just playfully roll my eyes and push her.

noah then comes to our table.

"her y/n can we talk?" he asks.

"why the hell would you wanna talk to her you dick" elli asks.

I backhand her in the shoulder.

"yeah sure, whatever" I say standing up leading him out of the cafeteria.

"okay what the hell did you want to talk about."

"I wanna apologize."

"you wanna apologize, let me guess your gonna apologize for kissing me and making me think that you like me just at least a little bit, then the next day making out with caroline in the art closet. is that what you wanna apologize for?" I ask sarcastically

"god I was trying to be the bigger person and apologise but you have to make it some big deal, dont you y/n?" he says raising his voice.

"bigger person? oh yeah noah your definitely the bigger person. because the bigger person always leads girls into liking them, then makes out with another girl the next day, because the bigger person says they 'have girls up the ass' in the middle of an olive garden, because the bigger person kisses every girl in the school just so they can brag to their friends that they did." I say raising my voice a little more as well.

"your such a bitch y/n,that why you dont have a fucking boyfriend." he says aggressively.

"I'd rather be a bitch than a dirty man whore" I say biting the inside of my lip.

noah then pushes me against the nearest locker pinning me there while holding my arm really tight.

"never fucking call me a man whore again" he scolds me while his face is extremely close to mine.

"I'll call you whatever the fuck I want to call you." i say back with no emotion while breaking out of his grip walking back into the cafeteria.
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well that was a dramatic chapter dont ya think. all i can imagine is the rest of the student in the cafeteria listening to them argue. anyways I hope you enjoyed this chapter an pls vote and comment kk byeeee.

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