☆☆ ♡ 𝓱𝓲𝓰𝓱 𝓼𝓬𝓱𝓸𝓸𝓵 ♡ ☆☆ ~ 𝓷𝓸𝓪𝓱 𝓼𝓬𝓱𝓷𝓪𝓹𝓹 𝔁 𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓭𝓮𝓻

that way.

i'm currently sitting on my couch trying to let what just happened sink in. i feel like an idiot for thinking about it, i mean maybe he's right, maybe we will be better off strangers, or even possibly friends in the future.

but, the way we look at eachother, or the way I see him, it's not the same type of way I look at finn, or how finn looks at me. noah gives me the type of feeling that I've never felt with anyone in my life. and the way we look at eachother makes me feel crazy. I'm completely head over heels for this boy but he doesn't, and probably won't ever feel the same about me.

I've cried more tears over this one boy than I have for anyone in my whole life. I'm in love with him.

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Noah's pov
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what I said about me and y/n not being friends is bullshit. i really do like y/n. but caroline impresses my friends, my parents, fuck, she impresses everyone I know. I don't really love caroline. though.

I know what I'm doing to y/n is pretty messed up, but my parents pretty much think I'm a fuck up. so basically caroline is the only way my parents won't think I'm so much of a fuck up.

but, y/n is the girl of my dreams, and the way I blew up on her earlier was shit. i really do like her. the way she walks is like a supermodel strutting down the runway with the wind flying through her naturally gorgeous hair. her eyes are something I could stare into for all eternity, and never get tired of them. her lips are perfectly shaped in every way, the way that her bottom lip curves when she smiles, is the most stunning thing I've ever laid eyes on. and the way her nose and her jawline add this shape to her face makes her look complete. she's beautiful. but her most beautiful feature is her personality, she's funny, sweet, caring, and loveable. I'm in love with her.
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y/n pov
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its currently 8 pm, and mills is staying over again.

"yeah but do you really like him, like reaaalllyyyyy, really, really like him?" mills asks.

"yeah I reaaalllyyyyy, really, really like him, but he says we're just friends and nothing more." I reply

"ok but I've seen the ways he looks at you y/n, every time he's completely amazed by you. friends don't look at friends that way." mills adds smiling

"really?"

"yessssss, I've never seen noah look at someone the same way he looks at you." she reassures me.

"so i'm thinking of going to home coming." I say.

"really?!!" mills asks excitedly.

"yup I realized I shouldn't miss my last homecoming, you know, were graduating in like 7 months." I say.

"oh gosh y/n don't bring it up, it makes me sadddd!!" she says.

"no millssss, it's not sad it's exciting." I say with enthusiasm.

then we hear a knock on the door. we both look at eachother than sprint to open it.

I make it to the door first because millie fell down the stairs.

I open the door to see noah.

"hey..." noah says nervously looking down at his feet.

"hi..." I answer.
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A/N
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heyyy guyss sorry for like completely ghosting you but rn I'm working on the next chapter.