our song used to be like my favorite song by taylor when I was little. ahhhhhh.
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i dont know why it kinda hurt me when i saw noah and caroline kiss.
"me and lou are gonna go get food for us we'll be back" mills says
"lou and i" I correct "and okay I'll be here." I say
"please try to get along with noah." mills asks genuinely.
"i'll try" I say with a weak smile.
mills and lou leave while Noah's using the restroom
I get kinda cold so I decide to change I go to lock the door. I take my shirt off and put on a sweater and I take off my pants. then i hear the door open.
"oh shit- uh- im- fuck- shit- i didnt mean to- ahhh!" he covers his eyes with his hands.
i slip my sweatpants on faster than the speed of light.
"it's fine noah." I say.
"ok uh am I good to uncover my eyes" he asks.
"yes noah, thanks for asking" I say chuckling
"i really didnt mean to-" Noah gets cutoff by me.
"no it's my fault I didnt lock the door right"
he sits down on my bed as i follow.
"look- I really want to apologize, what I did was stupid, wrong, and fucked up. I know I'm a shitty friend, but I really want to start over, I want you in my future." noah says in an apologetic manner
"I need to apologize too. what I called you and said was wrong, I shouldn't of said that about you." I say looking him in the eyes.
"it's ok, you wouldn't have said any of those things if it weren't for me" he says softly looking at my eyes flickering down to my lips.
"I really want to kiss you right now" he says.
"go ahead" I say smiling.
he does just that. we had to gave been kissing for a long time, because millie and louis walked on us.
"OH SHIT" louis shouts.
"oh my goodness, you two are so cuteeeee" millie squeals.
"oh god shut up." I say to millie.
I completely forgot about caroline, until I realized that they were dating, and that means he basically cheated on caroline with me. I was internally freaking out. I mean she already hates me, and now I kissed her boyfriend, and if she finds out she's gonna hate me even more.
"you ok over there y/n?" lou asks
"yeah I'm fine why wouldn't I be" I say defensively.
"calm down there, i was just asking." he says with his arms up.
it been like 4 hours, so it's like 4 am. noah and lou are sleeping in the living room and mills is with me, and I have to piss.
i carefully try to get outta bed without waking mills. I make my way to the bathroom and bump into something. I cover my slight squeal.
"it just me!" noah whispers
"holy shit! you scared the hell outta me noah!" I whisper yell
"sorry" he chuckles with his raspy sleepy voice
"so uh, can we talk?" I ask
"yeah?" he reply questionably
I lead him to my moms room so we dont wake anyone
"so what did you wanna talk about" he asks quietly
"um- we kissed earlier and um, well, your dating caroline, and I feel really bad about that." I say.
"oh dont worry about it y/n, it didnt mean anything, just heat of the moment stuff. you know?" noah said.
"y-yeah it didnt mean anything" I smile lightly.
"alright with that settled, goodnight y/n." noah says sleepily.
"yeah, uh goodnight."
noah leaves the room going back to sleep. i decided just to sleep in my moms room.
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ahhhhhh. ik I said I knew where I was going with this chapter but I didn't lmaooooo. ok pls message me and send ideas I'll give creds, I'm desperate.
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