day 10

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i prayed last night

i have never found hope in religion but for the first time i found myself wanting to believe
in something
in anything
anything but you...

i watch the door open each time someone walks into a room always expecting you. how silly is that

every time someone brushes past me i turn hoping to see you glance back and smile as you walk away

i still search for the smell of your perfume as i walk by your desk.

i still have the butterflies you left in my stomach the first time you kissed me

but i don't see you, smell you, feel you.

i will forevermore walk this earth searching for the small parts of you that are left, and for the small parts of me that died when you did

my darling robin its horrifically lonely here without you.

robin, will i ever see you again ?

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