One night Mikey, Robin, Gerard, Ray, the kid, and Lindsey were all gathered in the living room discussing their nicknames. Lindsey has been living with the boys for 3 weeks now. "So since were so 'badass' now, what are our names?" Robin asked. "Killjoys duh." Gerard said chuckling. "No you dumbass he meant what are our nicknames." Mikey said sighing. "Oh uh I don't know that question sorry." Gerard said shrugging. "I can be called Gasoline Diamond." Lindsey recommended. "That's a badass name!" Robin exclaimed.
"You think so?" Lindsey asked blushing. "Hell yeah! It's awesome!" Robin said high fiving Lindsey. Of course Gerard got jealous when Lindsey talked to the other guys, but he hid it the best he could. "Okay uh, I think I can be called Party Poison or something I don't know." Gerard said as he sighed. "Another good name!" Robin said smiling. "Will you quit blurting out shit?" Mikey asked annoyed.
"Guess I gotta say something if you guys aren't." Robin said sighing. "Okay then maybe I'll call myself Kobra Kid." Mikey said as he looked at Gerard. "OOO ANOTHER GOOD NA-" Robin started but got cut off by Mikey. "SHUT THE HELL UP YOU FAILED ABORTION!" Mikey yelled with annoyance written all over his face.
"Will you two cut it out?!" Ray exclaimed as he looked at them annoyed and angry. "Enough yelling for fucks sake." Gerard said as he sighed. "Yeah, there's no point in being angry at each other." Lindsey said as she looked at Mikey and Robin. "He started it." Robin said as he pointed at Mikey. "YOU WONT SHUT UP!" Mikey once again yelled. "Mikey up now.." Gerard said as he pointed at the stairs. "What?!" Mikey exclaimed as he looked at Gerard angrily. "I SAID UP NOW!" Gerard yelled as he continued to point at the stairs. Mikey teared up and he stood up and ran upstairs.
"Look what you done now Gerard." Lindsey complained standing up. Lindsey trailed behind Mikey slightly worried about him. Mikey locked the door to his room and laid in his bed a bit sad as he reached over to collect a book. Lindsey tried to open Mikey's door but it wouldn't open. Lindsey let out a disappointed sigh and walked over to her own room closing the door behind her.
"Well this is bullshit." Gerard said as he groaned. "Yeah and it was your fault." Ray said as he stood up and walked upstairs. Robin stood up and walked upstairs and said "Come on Grace, bedtime." Robin said as he motioned the kid named Grace to come upstairs. Grace sighed as she stood up and walked upstairs with Robin, leaving Gerard by himself in the living room, thinking he did something wrong.
Gerard stood up and walked outside and lit a cigarette as he looked up at the sky. He felt like they hate him now. Gerard started to cry as he smoked because they were his only family. He couldn't lose them. But the only thing he could do was keep Frank's promise of doing good things in life which wasn't going so well.
Gerard then sat down in the chair and sighed as he blew out smoke from his mouth. He wished he could turn back time, but he can't. Right now he can live or die.
When Gerard finished his cigarette, he stood up and walked back inside and closed the door behind him, locking it quietly as it was midnight and everyone was possibly asleep. Gerard walked up the stairs quietly to his room, hoping not to wake anyone up. Especially Lindsey. Once Gerard opened his room door, he closed it and sighed as he made his way to his bed.
He removed his shirt, leaving only his pants on and in the bed he went. Gerard laid there and thought about Frank. And once he stared at the ceiling, that's all he could see was Frank. "In the dark I see you.." Gerard whispered to himself as he continued to stared at the ceiling with the image of Frank in his mind.
The next day, Gerard was asleep in his bedroom and was a deep deep sleeper. "Gerard time to wake up." Lindsey said as she knocked on Gerard's door. No answer. "Very strange.." Lindsey thought to herself. "Okay I'm coming in." Lindsey said as she opened his bedroom door and looked at shirtless Gerard sleeping in the bed. "Oh dear god...." Lindsey said as she closed the door and rubbed her eyes. "I think he needs to lock his door more often." Lindsey said sighing as she walked downstairs.
"Good morning Lyn-z!" Ray said as he looked at Lindsey with a smile. "ANOTHER GOOD N-" Robin started but once again got cut off by Mikey "Not today Robin please..." Mikey said as he groaned, trying to finish his cereal in peace. "Fine.." Robin said as he sighed. "Good morning Ray." Lindsey said smiling back as she poured herself a cup of coffee. "Where's Gee?" Ray asked. "Asleep, shirtless." Lindsey said as she took a sip of her coffee.
"Oh? And how do you know that?" Robin said forming a smirk on his face. "They didn't fuck Robin for gods sake. Atleast I hope not." Mikey said as he took another bite of his cereal. "Guys cmon cut it out. It's too early to talk about that stuff." Ray said as he yawned. "No we didn't fuck. I just walked in on him accidently because he didn't respond to me saying 'Gerard It's time to wake up' so..." Lindsey said as she took another sip of her coffee.
"Yeah he's a deep sleeper." Ray said chuckling as took a bite of his cereal. When Gerard woke up, he felt very very dizzy. "Godddddddd." He said groaning as he sighed still laying it bed. "Looks like someones up." Lindsey said as she giggled.
As soon as Gerard finally got the balance, he got up and walked out his room still shirtless. Everyone stared at him, even Grace. "Why is everyone looking at me?" Gerard asked as he got worried. "You're shirtless you dummy." Lindsey said laughing as she spat out her coffee once she took a sip as everyone else laughed. Gerard's face then turned red and ran back upstairs to his room to put a shirt on. That was fucking embarrassing.
Gerard closed his room door and locked it as he searched for a shirt to wear. Lindsey smiled as she put down her coffee cup and walked upstairs to Gerard's room and knocked. "Gerard..." Lindsey said as she knocked. "G-go away!" Gerard yelled as he started to shed a tear, still looking for a shirt. He was very insecure about his body. "No.. please let me in Gee..I need to talk to you." Lindsey said as she placed another hand on the door.
"F-fine!" Gerard once again yelled but softly this time as he made his way towards the door. He unlocked it and opened it up and seen Lindsey standing there. "Can I come in?" Lindsey asked as she bit her lip softly. "Yeah..." Gerard said as he stepped aside, letting her in his room.
Lindsey walked in his room as he closed his door and locked it just incase anyone tries to barge in. "What are you so afraid of Gerard?" Lindsey asked as she sat on his bed and patted on it, as a motion for him to sit next to her. Gerard walked over to his bed and sat next to her. "Everything if I'm being honest.." Gerard began as he looked down, then at Lindsey. "Like what?" Lindsey asked as she looked at Gerard.
"Losing you guys...you all are the only family I have right now...I can't lose you all. After I lost Frank, that killed me. He was my best friend, he was also like a second brother to me. I miss him every fucking day man. I can't get him back.. and If I could, I swear to fucking god I would. But he's fucking gone and I can't do shit about it!" Gerard yelled as he began to cry.
Lindsey then felt bad for him so she pulled him into a hug, trying to comfort the boy as he cried. Gerard hugged Lindsey tightly as he cried. "Never leave me Lindsey...please." Gerard said as he continued to cry. "I won't Gerard..I wont." Lindsey said as she rubbed his back.
Once Gerard was done crying, he broke loose from the hug and looked deeply into Lindseys eyes. He went for it. Gerard pulled Lindsey close to him, the type of close where they can kiss. He then smashed his lips into Lindsey's lips, kissing each other passionately. Lindsey wrapped her arms around his neck as he put his hands on her waist.
They then broke a loose from the kiss, gasping for air. Guess Robin was right about the fucking part.
