Gerard's POV
I woke up one morning and looked around, Lindsey wasn't there. Very strange because she's usually there asleep when I wake up.
I got up and put on a shirt and pants and out of the bedroom I went. I then seen Frank, Ray, Robin, and Mikey chatting downstairs on the couch. Lindsey wasn't nowhere to be found, but Frank caught my eye.
"Frank?" I said as I walked downstairs towards the others, but slowly.
"Hey Gee! Sleep well?" Frank asked as he looked at me. What the hell was going on?
"Y-yeah..um I thought you was supposed to be dead?" I said confused as I looked at the others and then back at Frank.
Ray then spat out his coffee and everyone gave me a confused look.
"What?" Mikey said as he looked at me confused.
Well shit.
"Me? Dead?" Frank said as he raised an eyebrow.
"N-nevermind.." I said as I sat on the couch with the others.
"Anyone seen Lindsey?" I asked as I looked at Frank then the others. "Who's Lindsey?" Frank asked as everyone looked at me like I was a freak or should I say, crazy.
"Yeah who's Lindsey Gee?" Mikey asked as he was definitely confused now. "S-she's my girlfriend.. remember?" I said as I had sad eyes now. Why Isn't nobody remembering anything and where the fuck is Lindsey?
"Nope not at all. You're single Gee. We never seen you with a lady at all." Frank said as he giggled.
I sighed as I stood up and looked at myself in the mirror. What the fucked happened to my red hair? Am I a teenager again?
"W-where's my red hair?" I said as I looked at my hair, scared as fuck now.
"You never had red hair?" Ray said as he was confused now, definitely for my mental health. "Y-yes I did! It was red! I know I did!" I exclaimed as I turned around and looked at Ray.
"Okay okay you had red hair." Ray said sighing but I know he didn't believe me. What the fuck was happening and why Isn't Lindsey here and why is Frank alive? I had so many questions at this point.
I know everyone thought I was crazy but seriously, what is happening?
"I-I'm gonna go find Lindsey.." I said as I made my way towards the door. "Okay..?" Frank said as he was definitely confused with my actions and the way I was acting.
I nodded as I opened the door and walked out and closed it behind me.
I walked down the streets of LA, hoping to find Lindsey somewhere. Lindsey was still nowhere to be seen. This was a fucking nightmare.
I approached strangers and asked them if they seen Lindsey. "Have you seen a woman with the name Lindsey Ballato around here?" I asked a stranger.
"Nope not at all." The stranger said as they walked away. Well shit.
I approached another stranger with a lady. "Hey uh..Have you seen a lady with the name Lindsey Ballato around here?" I asked.
The stranger turned around and looked at me, and the lady did too. She looked so much like Lindsey. "Yeah dude, she's my girlfriend. Why?" He said as he looked at me, I could tell he wanted to punch me.
"Do you need something sir?" Lindsey asked as she looked at me confused. Lindsey is with someone else?
"N-no..sorry." I said as walked away, hurt.
I tried to hold back my tears. This is so stupid. I definitely looked stupid in front of everyone.
I walked back home and inside. "Did you find Lindsey?" Frank asked as he looked at me.
"No.." I said as I held back the tears from falling down my pale cheeks. I don't why I'm here and I don't know why everyone is acting like nothing happened. I definitely gotta wake up at this point.
"I'm sorry dude." Ray said as he looked at me sadly. "Y-YOU ALL ARE CRAZY! WHY ARE YOU GUYS ACTING LIKE NOTHING HAPPENED! WHY ARE YOU ACTING LIKE IM CRAZY?!" I exclaimed as I was angry with tears falling down my cheeks.
"Gee calm down.." Mikey said as he was startled from my yelling.
"I DONT CARE! I DONT CARE AT ALL ANYMORE! YOU ALL ARE MESSED UP!" I yelled as I walked upstairs to my room, slamming the door.
Sure I wanted Frank back but I wanted Lindsey back as well. This hurt me so much. Especially seeing her with someone else.
Why is everyone acting like this? I don't fucking understand.
Frank walked upstairs to my room and opened the door and walked over to me. "Okay dude what is up with you? Because you never had red hair, you never had a girlfriend, and why the hell am I supposed to be dead? And you're only 18 Gee.." Frank said as he sat on my bed.
I'm 18? Again? I was 22 though. Okay seriously what Is happening. I'm 18 all over again?
"I'm 18?" I said confused. "Duh! What are you? On drugs? Drunk? High?" Frank asked as he got closer to my face.
I sighed as I pushed Frank away from me. "No Frank." I said as I looked down.
"Then what's up?" Frank asked.
This has to be fucking dream, it just has to.
I slapped my arm trying to wake up.
"Woah woah woah calm buddy." Frank said grabbing my hand to stop me from slapping my arm.
"I wanna wake up! I want Lindsey! I want to be 22 not 18!" I exclaimed as I was wanting to just wake up.
"Okay uh...you're definitely on something." Frank said as he sighed.
"For fucks sake no I'm not Frank! And you are dead I just know it! Jake killed you! You're funeral was years ago!" I once again exclaimed.
Frank looked down, questioning himself.
"For fucks sake just get out of my head!" I yelled again.
Then I woke up sweating and breathing heavily. I seen Lindsey sleeping peacefully beside me. I looked at the time and it was 3:30 AM. I looked at myself in a nearby mirror to make sure I still had my red hair, that's how real the dream felt. I lay back down and sigh. I kissed Lindsey on the cheek and stare at the ceiling.
Thank god it was just a fucked up dream.
