SWEET REVENGE : JOSHUA HONG

36 | REALIZATION

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"Xtell didn't told you everything Joshua." Minghao said seriously.

"What do you mean?" Joshua asked.

"I knew it." He mumbled.

"What do you mean Minghao? What's with Xtell didn't told me everything?" Joshua confused.

"She's hiding something to you. And she was about to say it to you but she decided don't. That's what I thought. Wonwoo hyung knows about it. All of us. But it seems like she don't want you to know about it since it was already happened." Minghao said.

Joshua became silent. He thought that everything was already fine. But this time, Minghao suddenly spilled it out. But what is it? What is that something that Xtell didn't told Joshua?

He thought what did he do. He thought of what happen  before and after they got caught that day in the roof top. But it was almost a year that happen. He can't remember anything except of he cheated on Xtell.

"I'm sure you don't know everything about it hyung. Even us got shocked when she told us about it one day." Minghao said.

"Can you tell me what is it?" Joshua asked.

"Even I want to, I can't. Xtell should be the one who will tell you about this. Not me." Minghao said and stood up from his seat. He approached Joshua and patted his shoulder.

"Hyung. You deserve to know about it. I believe both of you will fix your relationship. You just can't fix it because of some misunderstandings. Both of you just don't have enought time or right time to talk." Minghao said.

"But how can I talk to her about this? She's always with Wonwoo. I can't even see her everywhere or even her shadow."  Joshua said.

"Hyung. You didn't need to rush everything. As you can see, she's enjoying her time with Wonwoo and enjoying his accompany. For now, Xtell noona is not ready to tell you about this. I'm sure if you had a chance to talk with, you will understand everything." Minghao said smiling before leaving Joshua alone at his own room.

Joshua left alone and thought of what just Minghao said. He's right. Maybe she's not alright to tell it to Joshua after what happen.

She choose to tell it to his co-members and The rest of the seventeen and not him. Maybe its because he's with Umji that time.

Because Umji crossed at his mind, he thought to visit her in the jail. He went out of their dorm and headed to the city jail immediately

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Joshua waited for a few minutes before Umji arrives. And after waiting, he saw her handcuffed,wearing an inmate's shirt with two police guiding her to Joshua's table.

"J-Joshua" Umji stuttered when she spotted Joshua waiting for her.

But Joshua only stared at her. Emotionless.

She sat infront of Joshua and lowered her head. She can't stare at his eyes straightly because of what she did.

"I regretted what I did before Umji. I regretted to be together with you." Joshua started that made all of the people beside them stare. Umji noticed it that made her lowered her head more.

"So many things ruined because of what you did. And now, Xtell is not telling me something I should know." Joshua said that made Umji looked up to him. Shocked.

"What do you mean?" She asked.

"Xtell is not telling me something. Minghao told me about it. And all I can blame is you. Why? Because I badly wanted to know what is it. But she lost her trust in me to tell me about it. And guess what? She already told it to all of them. But not in me."Joshua said controlling his anger.

Umji remembered something about it. Her former co members visited her 2 days ago and talked about Xtell's secret. But she just listened to them. She thought that its true. Xtell didn't told it yet to Joshua.

"So its true that she didn't told you about it." Umji mumbled but Joshua heard it.

"You know?!" Joshua shouted while he stood up from his chair.

"What did you know about this?!" He said you can sense to his voice that he's angry.

"Wait. Joshua. Calm down. I will tell you what did I know about this. Please take a sit." Umji said that made Joshua seat back again.

"Tell me." He said coldly.

"I remember about them talking about this. Actually its my co-members last time they visited me 2 days ago. And its about Xtell." Umji started she glanced at Joshua to see his emotionless face. But after that she continued to talk.

"Joshua. Its true that Its my fault that's why someone died." Umji said that made Joshua look towards her.

"D-died?" He stuttered.

"Yes. And if you want to ask again who it is, then I won't speak anymore. Even I wanted to tell you all I know. Just like what Minghao said before you go here, I'm not the one who will tell you about this. This is also what Sowon Eonnie told me. She said that if ever you ask about this, I will never say a single thing about it. And I will obey them. Its you and Xtell who need to talk about this. You need to understand what's going on and what happen. I'm sorry Joshua." Umji said and glanced to Joshua again to see his curious face with eyebrows knitted.

"I want to make things right and to lessen my wrong doings before Joshua. And I want you and Xtell to get back because of this. Besides, its also ky fault why did this happen. But its not me who will end this all. And it will be you and Xtell to fix everything. I need to be here inside of this jail because I did a lot of mistake. And I already figured out that I'm wrong in the first place. Someone got into this situation, and the worst is, that someone died. Again, I'm sorry Joshua." Umji finished her sentence

"But,who is the one who I need to ask with this?" Joshua also stood up from his seat. Preventing Umji from facing her back against him.

"You don't need to ask someone about this Joshua. Even if you ask all of us, you will get the same answer. Its Xtell who need to say this to you. Not us. We decided to tell you about this because some of us  are still hoping for you to fix your relationship. And also, its been a year since Xtell also decided not to tell you about this. Before she came back for Los Angeles. For sure. And that was the time she caught us. Xtell will be the one who will tell you about this. Because you deserve to know the truth. But not for now." Umji said her last words before walking out from him.

She decided not to glance back again, because what she did is right. Atleast, she already started to lessen her sins.

Joshua headed out of the jail and went back to their dorms after this.

Now, he's thinking how he will know about the truth untold from him.

He wanted to ask his co-members about this. But he already know that they won't talk especially they decided not to.

"Someone got into this situation. And the worst is, that someone died."

He remembered what Umji said a while ago. And that also not helping his question that is running though his mind. WHO DIED?

And the only thing that will solve this, IS TO TALK WITH XTELL.

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A/N:Heyow. Long time no update. I was about to post something last June 23 to finish this story but wattpad deleted all my drafts. So, I forgot everything I written and started to write again. I also notice that it is better than my drafts so yeah. Hope to finish this before my birthday HAHA.