Dazai Osamu x male! Mafia! reader (part 1?)

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(Requested by my best friend)

So like, I'm horrible at writing, y'all know this by now😂 but I wanted to write some more, so here ya go- 

(Also the x male reader cause there aren't enough of those-)

Angst? (Fluff in part to if there is one)


Dazai Pov~

 It's been so long since I've seen him. Ever since I made the horrible decision not to take him with me when I left the mafia. It hurts to think of the look on his face when he realized I wasn't coming home that night. I can't help but think he hates me... and in all honesty, he has a right to. I left him alone with an annoying ginger in that place. He's probably moved on. Part of me kinda wishes he didn't though, that maybe, even after all of the pain I've caused him, he'd still love me. He was the one person who was always with me and accepted me for who I was. He didn't criticize me for who I was or how I acted. Sure, he didn't let me commit suicide, but he made life worth living until I could convince him to join me in a double suicide. He was like a little sunshine in our dark world. Always willing to make another persons day better at his own expense... I often wonder how he ended up at the mafia, he never told anyone except Oda... it's strange seeing someone like him in a place like that... it almost makes me feel even worse for leaving him there without even saying goodbye. I miss him... as cheesy and stupid as it sounds, I do. And I'll never stop missing him until the day we meet again, or the day I finally die...

I was deep in thought when something broke my concentration (?)

Kunikida: oi! Dazai-san, finish your report already!





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Word count: 310

Oof, all I have to say is oof

Bye Lovelys-  Wolfie

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