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She loved his laughter, the way his hands always felt so warm. the way he teases her every time makes her shy. the way he says how she's all talk but no bite at all.

the way he always gifts her things and she has always wanted someone like that in her life.

but she hated how he never thought of a solution to slow it down, because trust me Ethan, she wanted to slow them down. but he just wanted to end it all.

she hated how he was the one who said, 'i love you' first and did he even mean it? Most of the time, whenever she replies back, she doesn't even know if she meant it. Yes, she does like him a lot, but was it even love at all?

She hated how he was the one who suggested it and yet he was the one who ended it. she was okay with liking him but he wanted to give her a chance. and honestly ethan, you shouldn't have given it a chance at all.

Ethan, I just hope that you are happy and honestly, it was a nice memory for us to keep. and I would say sorry first if I act cold around you in class, maybe. at least now i can be gay around, and that im a single woman. Surprisingly, I'm taking this better than I thought. maybe because i expected it or i wasn't sure about this at all in the first place. i'm just praying that i get a girl, no more men please. Even my best friend said that she would smack me if I fell in love with another man. But have I ever told you, ethan? i'm a libra and i fall in love too damn easily and i also fall out of love easily. that's also on a scorpio in venus. and how you say that leo rising and taurus rising never worked together, maybe that was a sign. oooh speaking about signs, did you know ethan, i had this filter that was showing what, "its the ___ for me". and it said it was a bad decision for me, sooo. i guess that was a flag that i ignored.

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