You're natural leader
Your words are alive, you're a dreamer babe
Your voice is like lightning and thunder
There's no man that I'd rather be under than you*
Toni wanted to meet up for lunch and I only agreed to it because she said that it would not be filmed. I am tired of having the same conversations over and over again so this will be the last time that I will be discussing why I'm mad.
"I spoke to the girls and they are open to having a sit down with you." Toni tells me and I pull a face as I take a seat.
"Hello to you, Miss Toni Braxton." I pop my lips. "I have said my peace and I have nothing more to say about that so there is no sit down required. This is not about to be a Tamar intervention because you all seem to have a knack for blaming me when shit goes down."
"Will you atleast consider having dinner with everyone?" Toni pouts. "Please, for me."
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I shake my head, "If you guys are ok with telling my business online then no."
"Tamar."
"No Tamar." I snap. "This is my first pregnancy and now the whole world knows that I am going through it. Heavens forbid that I have a miscarriage and if I did, the world will constantly remind me of that. I am ridiculed enough by the press and all the haters then you guys go ahead to give them one more thing to tear me up about."
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Toni sighs as she scratches her head, "I'm really sorry that you feel this way. I just don't want our sisterhood, one that we have worked hard on to mend, to end over a misunderstanding."
"What misunderstanding?" I scoff. "Y'all like to make me into this villain that I'm not. All I want to do is protect my peace and I know that I have not been the best sister but I'm really trying to change. I need you guys to be on my team because nobody else is."
I suddenly find myself being overcome with emotion so I stop talking.
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