lost and found (LOST BOYS FF)

15. Nothing else matters

I woke up, Dwayne and Alice where in front of me, Alice held my body as Dwayne's hands slowly washed my body with soap as i lay in the rose tub, the water was warm and his hands where cold, giving my body the shivers every time his body reached mine.

my eyes where stinging from my crying, my voice was aching as my nose was blocked and my face was dry from where the tears had stayed on my face.

"Angel?" Alice asked as i nodded slowly, as her and Dwayne let go of a big sigh of relief.

"we were so worried!" she spoke as i looked at her, she looked straight back at e, her eyes where her usual yellow colour, the good vampire colour.

"you where?" i asked, confused from what happened.

"yeah, after the incident with Marko, and us hearing all the screaming, and Dwayne was holding your unconscious body, everyone has just been able to fall asleep because Jasper could eventually manage to calm them down." she poke quickly as i remembered what happened earlier, Marko letting go of his recent thoughts revealing his anger and worry about his young life, David shouting at all their arguing making them all go silent immediately as i was astonished how loud he could talk and how my best friend just had said all those things, and my dads phone call.

"what happened?" she asked slowly, confusion exposed in her.

"i had another thought, and my dad re-connected to me as i ran into mine and Dwayne's room, it was horrible, he told me he was on my side, that once you distract everyone he will jump in, his voice- his voice, he was in pain Alice, he was hurt, he told me he had to go as my mom was coming, and i said i loved him, he didn't answer, but he was there, i heard his breathing Alice" i spoke, without crying, shaking my head as i believed my dad was in pain.

his voice, it was different, his voice was always relieved and happy when he seen me. but that was the past, its not like he should be happy to hear me as i betrayed him.

i was numb. i couldn't feel anything anymore. with the pain gone, i felt whole, that i was finally alive and a living human again, but i knew it wouldn't last, it was a gift not to feel anything, but as a vampire, i'm seen as the child of the devil, so the pain will soon come racing back to me again.

"when Dwayne saw you, it was hysterical, the boys rushed in as Carslile helped you, telling everyone to go back to sleep, Marko had it in for him, he was literally crying tears when he seen you on the floor after that last scream echoed from your throat and out into where everyone was in the cave." she continued to add.

"Jasper had to calm everyone so they could actually go to sleep, Marko's still up, hes used all the tissues drying his tears, he's in your room waiting to talk to you" Dwayne spoke through fury as i heard a growl echo from the bottom of his throat.

i lifted my hand up that was closest to him as he drew his head closer to me, resting his soft cheek on my drenched hand.

"please don't be mad" i slurred to Dwayne as Alice walked out the room letting Marko in, luckily from the bubbles they his my body from an exposure.

  He looked straight at me, not smiling, it was then i noticed he never meant what he said at all, he was angry and he didn't mean it. You could tell, the regret and embarrassment that was plastered on his face stung me, i made him feel that guilty.

"Angel" he spoke, as in saying hello, Dwayne looked at us back and forth.

"Marko" i returned to him, looking at the bubbles as he crouched down to the left of me, as Dwayne was sat on the floor to my right, holding my hand tightly as he clenched it, nearly braking the bones in my hand.