Tamyra

18. A hickey....?!!

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Sorry for the long wait. This chp has 4000+ words so have fun and go crazy😉

Enjoy lovlies!!;)

~Faith

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Gasping I try to remove his arms from around my neck. That Fucker has me in a choke hold, I can barely breath.

Can't understand what's happening? Let me give a recap.

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It's That been 3 days since the day when I had the nightmare I agreed to training. The nightmares have not given me a break since then, I've barely gotten an hour or 2 of sleep every night. They have started haunting me even while awake. The changes it had brought are easily noticeable for anyone. I have dark circles under my eyes I look like a panda, quite literally and I have to cover them up with makeup. If this continues for a few more days then I seriously won't be able to stop what would follow next.

Just a day ago Raf had questioned about them when he had barged in the room unannounced because I was 5 minutes late to training, I didn't have the make-up on me then. Somehow I had managed to dodge the question. I haven't tried sleeping pills, because they don't affect me I have tried if anything it makes everything worse.

I have trying to distract myself by indulging in training and stuff, pushing myself to exhaustion hoping to catch a few hours of sleep but that is also useless. Hell even my periods haven't shown it's face, it's overdue. I have tried contacting Nero but he is no where to be found. I even had Iris put a few people on his search.

Apart from that things are good. It has been quite well with Cleo I am getting to know how everything works. So far I knew that we owned a chain of hotels and restaurants, then came the chain of clubs. Also there a lot of fighting rings that came under us, both legal and illegal. The next were hospitals that also came under us and they were one of the best hospitals all around, all the doctors were on the call so that in case of emergency we would have people arriving as soon as possible.

There were also a few charity events that Nonno hosted every year. I'm yet to meet him, don't know how it will turn out when I meet him but I'm keeping that thought for the later part. The most important is what will happen when we move to Italy, like what about my school. I haven't even completed highschool. I tried to bring this topic with Cleo while alone but somehow we always had company and then she would be busy and vice versa.

Okay, I'm getting off track, so continuing to the original topic. We also had a law firm, to say everything is crazy don't even began to explain a fraction of it. All of this is managed by the capos, which I'm yet to meet as well. The law firm and the hospitals business is managed by our cousins, yes cousins, I have more than one cousin. They all are in Italy and Cleo said we'll meet them soon (sigh, I never new I had such a big family).

She had been nice to me, well her version of nice atleast, all in all she's been a mystery so far but on the plus side she doesn't scare me like she scares others. I guess that's good right? Back to the topic.

The training with Ri has been fun, we usually end up competing each other, I almost kissed the living shit outta him when he showed me the guns collection and said that I could use what I wanted, whenever I wanted. Keyword almost. We stayed up the other night just talking about everything and nothing in general.

Then yesterday he had decorated the terrace with candles and rose petals (I hate the smell of roses, they make me nauseous, any kind of strong smell makes me nauseous, but I didn't tell him that, he had done everything on his own and had been such a sweetheart. Damn I keep gettingoff track, I'll blame that on my hormones).