I want you to know

Chapter 3

 NOTE:

HEY GUYS HAVE YOU WATCH THE VIDEO I WANT YOU TO KNOW ITS AMAZING AND SELENA LOOKS SO SEXY... HOPE YOU ALL WATCHED IT AND ENJOY IT .. I CANT STOP WATCHING IT ... ANYWAYS AM WORKING ON CHAPTER 4 WHICH IS WHERE POSSIBLY THEY WILL GROW UP BUT NOT SURE YET ...

HOPE YOU ENJOY BYE...:)

Louis P.O.V

i was really getting worried the storm had stop and Lilly and dad weren't home yet. I looked outside waiting to see if he pulled up but nothing. The party had finished and the only ones left in the house were me,sel, my mom and the guys and girls.

"hey everything is going to be okay!" Nina came up to me.

I wish that was right but i didn't think so. I turned around and see Selena worried as hell while the girls are trying to clam her down. The guys had decide to turn the tv on to get our minds off that.

"breaking knews today in London there was a huge accident at the brige...."

we all turned around and looked at the tv... they started showing some pics of the accident"

we all listen to the reporter " this is just in the car that fall of the brige was Tom Gomez one of the richest people hre and he was in the car with his youngest daughter Lilly.... but there is no survivers.... Tom and Lilly are dead."

"NOOOOOOOO!!!!" I HEARD MY MOM YELLING AND CRYING AS WELL AS SELENA. I COUDN'T BELIEVE NO MY DAD AND LILLY COULDN'T BE DEAD...IT ISN'T TRUE!!!

I started crying... my dad and baby sister were gone forever.... i fell down to the ground and i felt the guys coming to me and hugging me saying they where sorry.

i couldn't believe it.. but then an officer came and told us it was conform it was them and that they were dead.

I looke at my mom who couldn't stop crying and then at Selena she keeped saying no over and over and i was about to hug her but she stoped me and she went running up to her room. i started running to her but i felt some hands stoping me.

" hey i will go... you go with your mom." Harry said. i nodd and start walking to my mom.

Selena P.O.V

I couldn't breath... my heart stop when they told me my dad and sister were gone. I CAN'T BELIEVE IT AND HOW AM I SUPPOSE TO KEEP GOING WITH MY LIFE.. HOW AM I SUPPOSE TO WAKE UP IN THE MORNING AND NOT SEE MY DAD AND NOT TELL HIM I LOVE HIM AND HIM SAYING IT BACK.... WHO IS GOING TO BE MY ANNOYING LITTLE SISTER... THE SISTER WHO WOULD PLAY AROUND WITH AND LAUGH OUR BUTTS OFF......HOW AM I SUPPOSE TO HAVE A FAMILY WITH OUT THEM. i layed down next to my bed and put my head down i couldn't stop crying...i felt someone next to me but i didn't want to look i just wanted all the pain to go away.

"hey Selly were going to get throw this i promise"

i looked up and i was angry but not at Harry but at god at my dad... i was mad with the world it took to peopel i truly love with all my heart.

"please Harry don't you dare make any promise not from you because you don't know how to keep them!!!"

"hey Selly i know your not feeling good but you don't have to put it all in me" Harry said walking to the door about to leave.

he was right i shouldn't take it out on him... it wasn't his fault.... it was mine .. i should have never called my dad and tell him to pick up Lilly if not they would both be alive i should have keeped on calling mom until she answered. I didn't want to be alone right now.

"HARRY!!" he turned around and faced me." Am sorry.. your right its not your fault and i shouldn't put it all in you... plz don't leave me right now."

Harry P.O.V

After i heard her say that i walked to her and hugged her. i helped her lay in bed and me by her. i pulled her into my chest and put my arm around her. I could hear her cry... i wanted to tell her to stop crying but i knew it was better for her to let it all out instead of keeping it all in.

"Selena.. i want you to know that i will never leave you ever..." smiled and after cried on my chest for hours she fell asleep.and so did I.

" harry get up and follow me" louis said

"okay but shh be quiet she is sleeping."

i closed the door and i aske louis what he wanted.

"hey are okay man?"

"am okay am just worried about mom and selena."

" i know so am i"

" i wanted to tell you that me and my mom and Sel are leaving to Califonria for a while.. weere leaving tomorrow in the morning so you wont see us tomorrow and the funeral is today."

" I understand why your leaving and i get it but do you think Sel wants to leave?"

"yes i do" Selena came out of her room with a black dress and her hair up.

before i could say thing selena's mom says its time to go.

*****

after the funeral i need to talk to selena.

" hey selena do you really want to leave?"

"yeah i do i need to"

" so what your just going to leave your friends and me here and what about your friendships? "

" HARRY I HAVE TO GO AND I GET YOU IT BUT YOU DONT UNDERSTAND WHAT AM GOING THROW AND IF I HAVE TO LEAVE YOU GUYS SO I CAN GET THE PAIN TO LEAVE THEN YES I WILL... I NEED TO LEAVE .. I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT I CAN'T STAY HERE I NEED TO GO FOR A WHILE I DONT KNOW HOW LONG BUT I HAVE TO"

"FINE LEAVE LIKE I GIVE I SHIT ABOUT YOU ... BECAUSE YOU CLEARLY DONT CARE ABOUT ANYONE BUT YOURSELF... LEAVE AND YOU KNOW WHAT DONT COME BACK ..ITS BETTER THAT WHY... I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT AM HAPPY YOUR LEAVING GOODBYE SELENA!!!"

I turned around and walked home. ugh i am so piss how can she leave us how can she leave me! WHAT AM I EVEN SAY WHY WOULD SHE CARE ABOUT LEAVING ME.. UGH I HATE HER SO MUCH AND I HOPE SHE NEVER COMES BACK. i started kicking stuff in my room. WHY DID SELENA MAKE ME FEEL LIKE THIS... ITS JUST BETTER NOT TO HAVE FEELINGS OR CARE ABOUT ANYONE BUT YOURSELF.