I want you to know

Chapter 17

(2 weeks pass)

Harry P.O.V.

I can't belive I yelled at Selena!
What the hell is wrong with me?
I lost control!!
Now she is scare of me.
I don't want her to be scare of me.
I feel like I hurt her!
And I can't stand that, I care to much about her to see her hurt and mostly the person that is hurting her is me. I hate myself. I shouldn't have lost control. I shouldn't have yelled and kicked her out of my house.
What kind of person am i?

"Ugh!!!!!!!!!!!!!" I said and I punched the wall.
Am so mess up. Am a mess.
I started throwing things around my room.
"Harry What the hell is going on?" I heard a familiar irsh voice said.
"I mess up. I mess up everything like always. I always lose and scare people away."
"Hey that's not true you still have us and the mates and the girls.. oh and selena."
"No I don't have her."
"Why?"
I sat down on the edge of the bed as Niall did the same.
"I yelled at her. I lost control of myself. I saw it in her eyes she was scare. She was scare of me. I lost her. I lost her niall." I said, i wanted go cry so bad but I didn't. I just sat there looking at the ground remembering the fear In her eyes. I didn't want her to be scare of me.
"Whatever happen between you two,it can be solve. Maybe she wasn't scare of you. You need to speak to her. She needs you. I know what happen to her. It's so sad."
"You spoken to her?"I said looking up to her.
"No, I tried all of us have tired to speak to her,see her buy she doesn't want to."
"So you don't know how she is?"
"Not really buy I spoke to Louis and he said that she isn't doing good. She doesn't really sleep or eat. She started to have nightmares every night. Louis doesn't know what to do. So he send me here."
"Why?"
"Because Harry your the only one that can help her, yes all of us can help her but you. You and her hace something. You need to be with her,so she can get throw this. She needs you."
"I don't know."
"Come on harry please. Louis wants you to go over today. Please?"
"Fine."
"Yay. Now can we please go out and eat. Am every hungry."
"Sure. But Niall your always hungry. You need a girlfriend."
"Food is my life and that's all I need. Now come on let's go." He said dragging me out of my room. I laughed and followed him.
He that all he thinks about eating???

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LOUIS P.O.V.

This two last week's have been the worst. School is almost here. And Selena won't eat or sleep. And when she does sleep she has nightmares and wakes up screaming. And then there's sometimes when she is screaming and crying in her dreams when am trying to wake her up. I feel all the pain. i know she dreams about that night. And I hate it. I hate that she has to go throw this.
She doesn't want to see her friends,she barley let's me see her.
Mom is not here,but even if she was she wouldn't notice she is always out. Mom didn't even have a clue of what happened to selena.
Mom doesn't really pay attention to us only to her job.
I miss my mom the loving and caring mom and I know selena miss her too.
I just hate my mom sometimes she is not here when we need her the most. Like right now. Selena needs her, I need her. But she isn't here.
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I went up the stairs with a some food for selena I made. I knocked on her door.
"Selena I made you something to eat."
"Am not hungry."
"Selena please you have to eat."
"Am not hungry louis. Just leave me alone."
"Fine but please selena don't shut me down. Don't shut yourself down. Am here,all the people that care for you are here."
I turned back and walked down the starts with the food and into the food.
I took my phone out and texted Niall.

Me: hey Niall did you get Harry to come over today?
Niall: yes, tonight I will take him after we're done eating.
Me: lol just don't eat Harry.
Niall:I don't make any promises about that.
Me:you won't. Gtg see you later.
Niall:bye. Gtg to. Pizza is here

I laughed and put my phone back into my pocket.
Gosh Niall always eats. That's all he thinks about.
He needs a girl. Even if he says he doesn't because he has food.
But he needs one.
And am planing on helping him

Arthurs note- hey guys haven't update in a week or more. Sorry been busy all this past days and I will be until school ends which is in all few days. Also am preparing for the finals so yeah but I will update during that time so don't worry. Anyways take care bye.
-A