I want you to know

Chapter 10

Harry P.O.V.

Me and Selena were a few inches away from our lips touching. We were looking at each other for minutes. She has the most beautiful eyes I have ever seen. Those brown eyes drive me crazy. Also she is so beautiful. Should I kiss her?? I really want to kiss her.wait Harry what are you thinking, she is your best friend sister and the girl you hate the most. But right now looking her straight in the eyes made me forget I hated her. I want to kiss her. Am do it.
I was leaning in to kiss her. But when she saw she quickly moved away from me.
"Mm..am go get some water for you. "She said as I can see she was blushing. She walked out of the room. I should have kissed her. Wait what why would I want to kiss her.I have all the girls I want and even ones I don't want. And plus I am not a relationship type and never will.
I started to walk around her room. It was decorated already and was beautiful I can tell her mother decorated and knew exactly how selena would want it. As I was looking around I saw a dairy.it must me selena, it had a lock but it was open. Should I open it? Ugh why not.
I look at the door to see if she was coming. She wasn't I turn around and I took the dairy in my hands. I opened it. It had started the day before her dad died. Maybe she wrote something that can help us figure out why she is scare of guys and people touching her. I started to look for the date when she was still in California. I was flipping throw the pages when I got the attention of a page. I started going throw the paragraph. Scanning it because I didn't have time to read it all. I read some parts that said she was going to a club with friend. I flip to the next page. And then something caught my eye. It said she felt so use. Thst she couldn't live anymore, after what happen the night before. She said that she back up when louis tried to hug her and touch her. Everyone that try to touch her even her friends she would quickly make an excise to not. I was getting to the part where she was explain what happen that night but I hear foot steps coming up the stairs. I put the dairy back were it was and quickly move back to bed and lay down.
"Here is the water." She said handing it to me.
"Thanks."I smiled back.
"Selena am sorry what I told you early outside.I was mad for you leaving us. And I know you had reason. I am so sorry for what I said. " I said looking down with puppy eyes.
"Harry its okay.I get why you would be mad. I shouldn't have left. I needed you guys abd I left. And am sorry for what I said to you. I was mad at you. At everyone.am so sorry."she said a sad face.
"How about we start over.be like we use to be when we were younger."
"Sure"she said with a smile.
"Hey the pizza with didn't get to finish it seens what happen. How about we go down stairs and eat it and watch a movie."
I suggested.
"Sure."
She helped me down stairs and sat me on the sofa.
"What movie do you want to watch?" I siad.
"Mm..the avengers!!"
I gived her a look.
"What?"she said
"I didn't see you as a girl who likes action movie. I thought you where going to put a chick movie." I said laughing.
"I don't want to put you throw that even If your an ass. Plus I like both kind of movies I like all kinds of movies."she smiled sitting at the other side of the sofa. I understand why she didn't want to sit next to me. She was scare of people being near her so I didn't want to scare her. We watched the movie and when it finish she talked about how hot captain america was.
"He is so hot." She said smiling
"No he is not. Maybe he is but hey am hotter then him aren't I?" I said smirking at her.
"You wish harry!!"she said blushing.
"Hey black widow is hot too." I siad trying to get back at her.
"She is okay. I guess.but whatever." She said laughing. I knew I got her back.
"Oh also Thor is hot!!"she said smiling.
I didn't have anything to say the only hot girl in there was black widow.
"Whatever! We both know I am hotter then all of them."
"Keep telling yourself that Harry!"she said smiling at me.
"I will."
We started talking about things and laughing. It felt good to be with her like that. It was different. And I like it.
The door opened and Louis walked in drunk.
"Hey guys!"
Selena walked up to him.
"Are you drunk she said smelling him.
"Oh my god you are louis. Not again. I thought you said you wouldn't get drunk anymore. " she said angrily.
"Man why are you drunk."I said.
"Sorry mate for being such an ass with you. Sorry."he said walking up to me and hugging me.
"Its okay. But remember its my job to be an ass not you and also get drunk."I said smiling and looking at selena rolling her eyes at me with a smile.
"Come on Lou. Lets take you to your room."selena said.
"Do you need help getting him there?"
She nodded and I helped her get him to his room.
We both walked out of his room and headed down stairs to clean our mess we left When we were eating.
"I should get going"I said.
"Its late already why don't you stay."she said throwing away a bag.
"Sure I will got to your room and I will wait for you."I said.
"Seriously Harry? I thought for once you could stop being an ass!"
"Am just kidding SELENA! "I said laughing.
"I would kick you out but am not that mean. Plus I need you here when louis wakes up tomorrow."she said.
"Whatever you say princess."I siad smiling back.
We both headed back up stairs.
"Well your room is the guest room. Next to Louis room down the hall."she told me as she walked into her room.
"Thanks and goodnight." I said
"Goodnight" she said and close the door.
I started walking to the guest room. I got in and took off my clothes and got some sweats plants from Louis room. I put them on and taking of my shirt. I got into bed and quickly started to go to sleep.