Chapter 9

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Silence. 

I looked over to him nervous but, a smile crept on his face. He pulled me into kiss him hard. I didn’t know what this meant but, I stayed quiet. One he pulled away, he looked at me smiling then started the car. Nothing else. I couldn’t say I wasn’t hurt or embarrassed to not get anything in return but, I wouldn’t show it or at least try to.

As he drove with music playing I tried to keep my feelings at bay. Emphasis on tried. Tears formed but I fought them. 

Maybe he does still care for you, just not love. It still hurt though. I still felt cared for but not to hear those made my heart crack. 

He pulled into my yard and parked turning to me still smiling “See you tomorrow?” he asked and I nodded faking a smile. “Ten a.m.?” I asked and he nodded then leaned in to kiss me again. “See you later princess”

I swallowed turning and hurrying out of the car to the house. The tears were overwhelming me the second I got in going to my room. Once I locked the door I got in the bed letting it all out. 

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My eyes shot open as I heard a knock on my door. I groaned getting up as  I remembered last night. I swallowed hard going to look in the mirror seeing tear stains on my cheeks. I grabbed a wipe wiping my face quickly as I heard another knock. 

"Give me a second" I snapped and the door swung open as he walked in "You don’t have a second, our time is limited princess" he smiled closing the door. I gave him a small smile then looked at the clock. 10:53 am.

"Sorry, I didn’t mean to be late-" "Don’t worry about it, you seem like you had a hard night" he whispered sitting down. I shook my head "Couldn’t sleep. I’m fine though. Let me go get ready" I whispered not making eye contact. I went to my dresser looking for something and jumped as his hand came from behind me grabbing the dress in the back.

"Wear this, I like it, It would look beautiful on you and I have easy access. Who knows maybe i’ll just want to touch you in public, no reason why I can’t now" he whispered brushing the hair from my face. I just stood there silent fighting with myself. I didn’t know what to do.

"I will warned you, you’ll be sore for a few days after tonight love" I didn’t respond biting my lip unsure of what to stay still. He was acting like nothing happen last night while I was filled with sadness and embarrassment. He didn’t even acknowledge it.

He spun me to face him as he looked down at me with a hard face. “What’s wrong princess” he demanded and I faked a smile shaking my head. “Nothing-” “Don’t lie to me” he ordered. “I’m just tired-” “You have one more strike” he warned and I swallowed hard. Do I tell him?

Would he even care? He didn’t last night so would it even matter? “You don’t have to worry about it. I swear it’s not serious. Just my parents being annoying, so can we just enjoy our last day together. Please” I whispered hoping he would just drop it. 

I know. It was a confusing. I wanted to talk about it but, I’m not sure i really want to because i’m pretty sure I won’t like the answer.

I caused this.

I keep messing up, by wanting more than we agreed on. I needed to understand that. I was just a submissive to him. Of course he cared but he didn’t want what I wanted. He didn’t love me like I loved him. The relationship we had wasn’t bad at all except the punishments but he never asked for much, I just was a bit stubborn.

Maybe I could just accept this. He was what I wanted and if I still wanted what we had, I had to accept this. He smiled nodding and I relaxed. “Okay. Hopefully I can make you feel better” he whispered leaning down and I smiled nodding. He could.

His hands went to my waist pulling me closer to him as he slowly kissed me and I responded wrapping my hands around his neck. “Maybe I can start by getting in the shower with you” he whispered against my lips and I smirked. Chance of getting caught just made this even hotter.

*****

I smiled as he walked back to me holding a rose. He gave it to me and I instantly blushed looking down. “Thank you sir” “Harry” he corrected kissing my head before lifting it up. “For now” I bit my lip nodding. 

He intertwined our fingers together as we walked into Tiffanys. We walked to the lady in the register “Harry Styles” she nodded walking away as I looked at him. “Getting something?” he smiled nodding. “Yup, for you”

Before I could even respond, he spoke up again “You refuse my gift and the rest of our time together, you’ll be getting punishments” I swallowed hard looking at his hard expression. I wasn’t sure if he was joking or serious but I didn’t want to test him. I sighed looking down nodding. 

He pulled me in “You’re such a good girl for me” he whispered kissing my head. “I think you’ll like it anyway” he said as the lady came back with a box smiling. She passed the box to him and he smiled opening it.

My mouth dropped looking at the silver bracelet with five crown charms on it. I bit my lip taking it out studying the charms. On had princess engraved on it and another had Harry’s princess engraved on it.

I laughed as tears formed “It’s beautiful” I whispered trying not to cry but, I did. He pulled me in “Just like every single thing about you princess”

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After a long and amazing day together, we ended back at his suite. He took me shopping, had lunch with my parents, had a little bit of fun in the restroom and took a tour of New York City last before ending back here. 

His arms were wrapped around me kissing my cheek over and over “You’re so cute when you blush” he whispered in my ear as I dropped my purse on the table and headed to the couch. He pulled me back shaking his head “No No, to the room princess” he whispered leading me to the room. I stayed silent curious to what would happen tonight since it was the last night. 

He stopped at the door and turned to me “Once you walk into this room, this will change” “Sir?” He nodded. “You’re still my princess though” I nodded as he grabbed both of my hands.

"Theres one thing I want from you tonight" "What is it?" "I want you to give yourself to me. Let’s your submissive side out completely" he whispered tilting my head up to meet his eyes. "I don’t want any hesitation from you, just obey me. Do you understand that love?" I nodded instantly even though I was nervous. I knew he wouldn’t hurt me but he was being very serious now. 

He pulled me closer leaning down so I could feel his light breath on my lips. “Obey sir and I’ll give you the best fuck in the world. You won’t even be able to take the pleasure I give you. That’s what you want right?” he then let his tongue run over my bottom lip. My core was soaked as I nodded. 

"I only want you sir" "You’ll have me, for the rest of the night but only if you obey" "I will sir" I said instantly. I felt like I this was my time to make him proud. Show him why I deserved to be called his.

Give him a reason to come all the way back to New York.

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