DaddyDomH (Harry Styles Fanfic)

Chapter 29

I stood next to the door waiting for him to move but he would. He stood there quietly watching me confused as I stared at him in hatred. Or something similar to it. Betrayal.

"What?" "Go back to England" "No" he stated filling me with anger. "Then just get out" I spat opening the door. "Why are you mad?" he demanded looking at me like I was the crazy one. "Because you're still here"

"Jenn-" "It has nothing to do with her! You're the one here trying to manipulate me into the same shit again. You put all these lies into my head knowing how I feel for you yet, you have someone. Do you have a fucking heart?" I screamed glaring at him. I couldn't keep playing these games with Harry. I always lost but, not this time.

"Lis-" "Get out!" "Do you think that low of me? Do you really think I could replace you at all?" "You already did! Doesn't matter anymore though, I don't want anything to do with you" "But... I want you" he whispered walking over to me but, I shook my head. "Don't" I whispered with my voice cracking. If he had any decency, he wouldn't do this.

"Don't what? Tell you how much you mean to me?" "Harr-" "No Fuck That! What do you want from me? Just say it! Tell me and i'll do it" he yelled. "Stop" I screamed shaking my head. "I will when you stop fighting me. What do I have to do to make this work?" Make this work? Nothing can make this work.

"Jenn is nothing. I went out one night and met her. We got a bit drunk, we fooled around and she started calling me sir... I think I started that though. I don't know...we swapped numbers but, I haven't responded to any of her calls, or text. After I felt disgusted doing that and hearing her call me that but that's it. I have no reason to lie, i've always told you the truth even if it hurt and you know that" I looked away not responding and he spoke again.

"I don't want to hurt you but I rather not lead you on and hurt you in the end. That day... when I picked you up from work and you told me-" "I remember" I stated not wanting him to speak of it. I told him I loved him and he didn't respond.

"I knew that saying those three words was all you wanted and... I could get anything I wanted from you if I did... but, I couldn't do that to you" "So saying it while you're cumming is better" I whispered. "What?" "Nothing" I shook my head and it with silent for a few till he spoke up.

"What do you want from me?" he whispered and I shook at my head. He walked closer and I moved instantly not wanting to be near him. I didn't want him to touch me because I knew I would give in so everytime he moved, so did I. He sighed then walked closer "Get out Harry" "No" he said gently touching my arm making me freeze up. I pulled away hurrying to the bathroom and locking the door.

I jumped hearing his fist hitting against the door hard as he called my name. I closed my eyes feeling the tears start to fall hearing his voice breaking. "I'm not leaving!" he shouted and I sighed wiping my face. "Why are you doing this?" he whispered and I swallowed sliding down the door.

Why is it so fucking hard?

Just when I feel like I've made up my mind something makes me change it. It makes me feel crazy.

"Why are you doing this to me Harry?" "What do you mean?" "Why won't you just leave? Why do you keep coming back making me hurt more?" I cried. "Love, I'm not trying to-" "But that's what happens. You come back giving me hope. It's slight but, I can never ignore it then, I end up more broken"

"....You want me to leave that much?" he whispered lowly and I sighed. "Yes... But that w...." I stopped in mid sentence closing my eyes. I'm so stupid. "What?" he demanded hitting the door again. "That would make this worse" I admitted crying harder.

"Why can't this work then" "I don't want to s..." "Share me right? That's it?" he demanded.

"Is that it? Is that what you want from me? Is that what you want" he demanded eagerly. I covered my face trying to calm down. "If I leave every girl alone, will I have you?" "Harry I said I'd-" "Not as a sub" he clarified. I looked up confused "What?" I asked making sure I wasn't losing my mind.