DaddyDomH (Harry Styles Fanfic)

Chapter 27

Do it

Don't do it

She's right

She's wrong

It's been two days since I spoke to Demi about everything and I still haven't made up my mind about talking to him. But, could you blame me? The last two times I told him my feelings, they both ended bad.

One where I cried myself to sleep embarrassed and the second I ended up drunk in Zayns bed. What made this time any different?

Nothing!

Harry could be actually fine with us being over and I could be about the make a bigger fool of myself than I already did. Or Demi could be right but that was way more harder to believe.

I missed him though.

I missed talking to him. I missed hearing that beautiful raspy but deep voice warm my whole body with one word but also make me nervous. I missed those beautiful hazel eyes that always could look right through me and know everything about me.

I missed those curls that made me giggle running my fingers through them or grip them as he touched me sexually. I missed his pink lips that would always send shivers up my spine with a simple contact. I missed his words that would either turn me on, make me laugh or encourage me and build me up.

Damn.

I didn't want to admit it but, he made feel better, he made me feel better about myself and he made me a better me. That's how I felt about him. No matter how much I try to act as if this was just a regular guy that came into my life, I couldn't.

Harry saw me before I could even see myself. He saw the insecure, shy, sensitive girl and helped her become a better person. I was still a work in progress but I now felt there was hope for me because I couldn't see it then. I thought better about myself, I was a bit more outgoing now and I tried to not let everything hurt me or take it too personal.

Harry was my light.

But, I didn't want to be seen as the girl that needed a man to determine her happiness. I didn't want to depend on him anymore. I wanted to be able to support myself.

My phone rung and I took a deep breath going in my room to get it. Probably Demi calling to harass and curse me out for not calling and talking to him already. I grabbed my phone and froze seeing his name there.

Answer it

Let it rang

What do I do?

I want to talk to him but now that he's calling, I'm losing my fucking mind!

Maybe he butt dialed me.

Just fucking answer.

My heart was pounding but I pressed accept pressing it to my ear shaking now. "Hello?" I spoke quickly. "Hey... how are you?" Just his voice caused me to tense up. I swallowed hard licking my lips "Good...you?" "Same..." he said then it went silent. I fucked hated when it got like this.

Just say something!!

I took a deep breath closing my eyes "Harr- Are...I n...." I sighed and he chuckled. "Just like old times" he whispered and I laughed trying to hide the nervousness. "I wanted to talk to... you... about something" "Okay. What's going on love" Love... That word had a bigger effect on me than it should.

I heard wind sweeping past him. He was going somewhere and, I was disturbing him. Maybe he just called to check on me then go on with his day "Sounds like you're going somewhere, sorry Ill just call you-" "Nope speak" he commanded. "No it can wait till another t-" "It doesn't matter what's wrong" he demanded. "Nothings wrong Harry just wanted to see how you were and stuff" "Bullshit" he stated and I giggled knowing it was.