DaddyDomH (Harry Styles Fanfic)

Chapter 39

Fuck!

What the actual fuck?!

Why the fuck can I never just have happiness?

Why can't I ever not have to worry about something? Why does something always pop up... Why does something always makes its way in to mess my happiness up?

I was sitting at the table with this letter still in front of me with a glass of wine in my hand. What is this fucking letter? What the hell was I supposed to do with this? How do you even feel reading something like this?

I sighed taking another sip from my cup then grabbed the note reading it over.

He wanted me to come to the jail and speak to him. About what? What did Zayn have to talk to me about? What did he have to explain? How would Harry react to this? I rolled my eyes chuckling. I knew exactly how he would act.

But it doesn't matter... I'm not going.

He destroyed my life. He literally fucked my life over because I didn't want him. Bastard should suffer. Maybe he'll be someone's bitch then he'll know how he made me feel.

But what if he has to say something?

What the fuck does he have to say?!?!

I jumped as I heard the front door unlock. Harry. Now wasn't the time for this. I grabbed the note and put it in my pocket quickly as I heard him walk in the door. "Love?" "Living room" I called out relaxing. I smiled getting up quickly as he returned it walking towards me.

"Now that that's out of the way... it's me and you for the rest of the day" he smirked wrapping his arms around me. I giggled as he kept kissing my cheeks over and over then went to my lips. "Should of had a glass ready for me too" he smiled and I laughed pulling away. Guess he tasted the alcohol on my lips.

I headed to the kitchen to grab him a glass as he headed to the room to get changed. "So how was the meeting?" I asked grabbing the bottle of wine and a glass. "Same as usual. Boring, took forever. The thought of you being in bed waiting for me to hold was ..... it actually made it hell for me. I was too eager to get home and I couldn't because they would stop talking" I giggled pouring it. "Sorry about that" "It's fine love. Thought you were going to stay in bed?"

"I did too but someone came by..." I said trailing off. "Who?" "Heather" Silence. "Heather?" he clarified from the room and I laughed "Yeah. She came by to see me and we talked for a bit" I simply answered. "Really?" "Yeah she just wanted to see how I was doing and stuff. I apologize for cursing her out too and she said she's happy that everything worked out with all of us... Surprised me but she seemed serious...Maybe we can actually be friends now"

"Well I'm happy to hear that you two are fine now" "Me too" "So what else did you do?" I bit my lip closing my eyes taking a deep breath. Maybe I should tell him. If he finds out from Heather or Niall that will make things worse. I just need to tell him... No secrets. Tell him!

"Uhh umm... I got a letter today" I said walking to grab my glass and fill it up again. "Oh from who?" he asked nicely. That was about to change. "Zayn" Silence for a few seconds. Then all I heard was footsteps coming down the step quickly. He walked in with just jeans on not even buttoned and his face was hard.

If I didn't understand the seriousness of this situation to him, I would jump all over him right now. I don't even think sex would lift his mood at this moment.

He was in front of me, hard green eyes, jaw clenched, whole body tense. I grabbed his glass passing it to him quickly. "What did it say? Where is it?" he demanded grabbing the glass and drinking it like it was water. I pulled it out of my pocket and passed it to him without another word.

He unfolded quickly and read probably the first word before putting the glass on the counter. I just stood there watch him rip up in dozens of pieces then walk out. When he came back in, he grabbed his glass then the bottle of wine filling it up again.

"Disgusting Fuck" he snarled out then drunk the glass as I just watched him for a few seconds wanting to speak up but not sure what to say. "What if -" "He has something else on you" he snapped quickly and I looked away. There was that chance he could be right.

"You thought you were safe before and what happen? He had a video of us fucking" I flinched at the way he said it but didn't respond. Just played with my finger quietly. He's right... I really underestimated how horrible he could be before and look where that left me.

"You actually thought about going?" he demanded closing the distance quickly looking down at me. I opened my mouth to explain but I don't think he really cared. He just wanted a yes or no right now. I shook my head "No... I just wondered if m-" "No" he said cutting me off.

"Har-" "NO! No and I fucking mean it. No" he roared out grabbing my head quickly but I pulled away. "You know you can get your point across without talking to me like a kid Harry" I whispered going for my glass feeling his eyes hard on me but I didn't meet them again.

He pulled me back to him and kissed my head gently "For anything else, I wouldnt but Zayn, no. Anything that has the slightest chance of hurting you, no" he simply stated then walked out leaving me there.

So I guess that just ends that subject. I see where he's coming from though. If there was a chance of him getting hurt with something, I would act the same way.

My head shot up hearing footsteps again. He came back in quickly walking over to me and making me jump as he grabbed my head roughly slamming his lips to mine. I just stood there trying to keep up with his lips but was failing. Where the hell did this come from. Just walked off mad and comes back ready to pull my clothes off.

He pulled away still holding my head as he looked into my eyes. "I'm sorry, I just want you safe. I don't want anything else to hurt you. I love you"

I nodded giving him a small smile "I understand... I love you too" I whispered. "You better" he smirked quickly throwing me over his shoulder making me squeal and he laughed running to the room.

*****

I groaned hearing the doorbell ring again "I'll get it" I whispered and all he did was mutter something in his sleep. I giggled getting up to grab my clothes and put them on. I headed to the door and once I opened it I saw Niall standing there "Hi Niall" I said smiling and he returned. I moved out the way letting him in "I'll tell Harry you-" "No, I actually wanted to talk to... you for a second" he said making me look at him confused as he closed the door.

"Okay... What's up?" I asked and he looked down for a second thinking. "Heather came by today?" he asked and I nodded. "Did you get the note?" he asked and I instantly knew what he wanted to talk about. I looked down but nodded. "Yeah" I whispered. What was he about to say about it though?

"I was wondering if you thought ab-" "Look Niall. I already know what you're gonna say. You want me to go up there and see him but, I can't. I'm sorry" he frowned putting his hands in his pocket. "Harry knows doesn't he?" I nodded "He does but, I don't think I would have went anyway. You know what he's done-"

"I do..." he whispered. "I just want to go past everything. Meaning I don't want to see him ever again. Without a second thought he destroyed everything just because I didn't want him?" "That's why you should talk to him... He's going to do the time for what he did without a problem but, I think you should talk. No only will it be good for him, he will be good for you"

Huh?

"So what he did is valid to you" "NO NO NO. What he did to you is disgusting but wouldn't know the full story put a little ease in your mind? You never wondered why he picked you? Why he didn't want anyone else?" he asked and I looked around the room. I did but would that make me feel better about it all? I don't think so. No... I honestly don't know.

"Look.... No pressure at all but, all i'm saying is go hear him out. Listen to his side of the story. That's it. If you want nothing to do with him after, That's your choice, I wouldn't judge you for it either but, just hear him out"

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