Chapter 3

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I giggled as he tripped walking into his hotel room as he held me. I found it cute he was clumsy. He was kind of drunk but that too bad. He leaned on me as we walked towards the couch. He kissed my head "Thank you princess" he whispered and I nodded as he sat on the couch bringing me with him.

I sat on his lap and swallowed hard not sure what to do. He didn't do anything wrong so I just stayed on him nervous. "Harry?" He looked down touching my thigh "Hmm?" "Are you comfortable?" "Yeah... Why?" He asked confused and I looked down. "I'm not squishing you or making you uncomfortable am I?" "Is this why you're all tense right now?... Is that why you're so scared to do anything" he whispered but I didn't respond again. He lifted my head up to meet his hard eyes. "Answer me" he ordered and I bit my lip.

"I j-just... Um" I sighed looking away. I didn't want him to see me like this. I didn't want him to see me as this insecure girl "Get up" I instantly did not even looking into his direction till he grabbed my arm pulling me to the bedroom. He cut on the light and practically dragged me to the full size mirror.

"You don't see how beautiful you are" he whispered but I didn't even look at the mirror only down. I couldn't agree. "You don't know how bad I want you" he stated and I looked up to see him looking at me through the mirror. Something about the way he looked at me made me want to jump on him but this insecurity was killing me. "I want you too" I whispered as he held from behind tightly.

"Would you let me have you?" He whispered against my shoulder. I swallowed hard closing my eyes as his hands moved up slowly to my chest. I nodded breathing hard. His hands went back down to lift my shirt when I stopped him. "Ca-can we me do this in in the... Dark?" I whispered. I wanted this but I didn't want him to see me.

"What?" He demanded. "I-I want you- I just rather be in the dark" "So I can't see your body?" I didn't respond. "Answer me" he ordered and I hesitantly nodded. "Don't you just want sex? Why can't we just do it in the dark. We can still be happy-" "I won't unless I see all of you love" he stated in a hard tone. "Then forget it" I whispered trying to move when he held me in front of the mirror.

"You're fucking beautiful" he whispered as he grabbed for my shirt. I stopped his hands shaking my head. "Please" he whispered begging. Was I stupid for wanting him to be happy? "You won't like it" I reassured panicking. "I will" he said tugging it over my head.

I covered my stomach and he grabbed my arms pulling them apart. I closed my eyes looking away disgusted at my stomach. "Open your eyes princess" "Why won't you just take what I give" I asked. "Because I want you to see you're beautiful. I don't want you hating yourself, I want you to love every part of you" he whispered against my cheek then kissed it.

He slowly and gently went to my jaw, neck then shoulder looking up. "You're beautiful..." He grabbed for my jeans button and I swallowed hard. He pulled them down and I stepped out if them with my heart still pounding. His hands trailed up my thighs, hips and rested on my waist. "Now say it" I shook my head as tears formed. "Say it" I bit my lip as a tear fell then they started to pour. "I can't" I said trying to move but he held me.

"Let me go" I cried quietly and he turned me to face him. His hands came up to hold my head and wipe the tears. I looked down crying harder. "I'm not. I look disgusting" I cried harder. "No. You're beautiful inside and out. You are" he stated making me looked up to him "Then why doesn't anyone want me" "I want you" "I can't be the girl you want though, I'm the exact opposite. I'm a fat, insecure virgin " I state pulling away but he grabbed me pulling me back to him.

"I still want you" he whispered. "I was meant to have you. You're my princess" he whispered leaning down to catch my lips. "That's what you want from me?" I asked and he nodded. This was a bittersweet moment. I felt like I was somebody's for once. I felt important. That's what I wanted but how long would this last? "That's all I want but the question is if you want that" he whispered.

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