DaddyDomH (Harry Styles Fanfic)

Chapter 31

"What?" I asked confused and he laughed.

"Move in with me... then we don't have to go through the goodbyes and long distance crap. I hate it" he stated smiling as I just stared at him not even sure what to say or how to feel.I pulled back so I could look down at him "Harry..."

"Do I have to persuade you? You know I don't mind..." he whispered seductively as he pulled me down but I pulled back."When?" "As soon as possible. Maybe I can take some things when I go back now" I swallowed hard scratching my head "That kind of qui..."

"Okay how about another week" he asked excited and I looked away taking a deep breath.I wasn't completely sure how I felt about it all but I was sure about one thing "Its too soon Harry" I whispered then bit my lip nervous. We just got into a relationship and now he wanted me to move in? That was kind of a big thing and I wasn't sure if I was ready but he didn't seem to like that answer.

"You don't want to move-" "Just not now" I quickly reassured putting on a warm smile. "Why?" he demanded with a hard face and voice and I tried to laugh off the nervousness looking at anything but him."We literally just got into a relationship Harry-" "But I know I want you, you want me too right?" he asked and I instantly nodded.

"Of course I do. I wanted you since we first started talking and you know that. But, I think we should get use to just being a couple before that. I mean... that's a huge step" I whispered gently touching his chest."I just want to get use to this... you being all mine. My boyfriend" Damn that felt so good to say. I wanted this of course but it was already going too fast. I wanted to enjoy every phase but at the rate he was going... we would be married and me pregnant in a year tops. Okay maybe I was exaggerating a bit but it was still too fast.

"Let's sit in this for a bit babe" I said looking up to see him looking out the window quietly. He was mad about it. I know it hurt him. But, not only was there concerns that this was going too fast, there was fear that at the pace we were going that it would cause this to end.

This was two people that never experienced an actual relationship for different reasons, trying to start one. I will admit I was nervous about this whole thing once we talked about it the first time but if, we took baby steps into this, I would feel so much better about it all.I was hoping he would get it but, he didn't respond at all just taking a deep breath still not meeting my eyes. Could he be that mad about this? I wasn't like I said no, just not now.

"Harry" I whispered and he swallowed hard still not moving. I sighed and held his head turning it to me. His eyes flickered to mine and I gave him a warm smile but he didn't return it."I know you're a bit upset-" "I'm fine, don't worry about it" "But y-" "I'm fine" he said pulling away and breaking the contact but I pulled him back. "Alright you're fine, now let me explain my side" I said feeling a bit sad he was acting like this but also pissed.

"Don't need to. I get it" "If you 'get it' why are you acting like this?" I snapped and he didn't respond just shook his head."Look..." I whispered waiting for him to look at me again. "I don't want to argue with you. I just want to enjoy the time I have with you. No arguing, no tension, just love. I love you Harry and you know it. I'm not going anywhere so just give us some time"

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Thought after I reassured him earlier he would finally get it but, even after he said okay, he was still acting distant. That's how he stayed all day even when we went out for lunch. He held my hand while we walked in the restaurant but, he's done more than this when I was his fucking sub.

I tried keeping my cool but with every minute he stayed silent while I tried to lighten the mood and make him laugh made my patience run thin. He was barely making an effort.I didn't want to argue with him at all but, I hated the way he was acting. I know I shouldn't but, I felt how I did when he ignored me. He wasn't acting like I was invisible but, he was making me feel guilty for this.

We sat down waiting for our drinks in silence and I sighed watching him look at the menu. "So is this how you're gonna act the whole time we're together?" I whispered leaning back in the chair. He looked up "Act how?" "Distant"

He put on the fakest smile "Happy love?" he asked and I rolled my eyes looking out the glass to outside biting my lip. I felt bad about it but he was being childish."Is this how every disagreement is going to be?" I asked not even looking at him but I could feel him burning a hole into the side of my face. He didn't say anything though.

"I know you're pissed even if you say you're not... I'm sorry i'm not ready to take that step but can you try to under-" "I said I do" "You don't because if you did, you wouldn't be trying to make feel guilty" "I'm not trying to-""Then what are you doing Harry? You've barely looked or talked to me since this morning and honestly it's ridiculous" "You don't want to move-" "Not yet" I spat getting even more pissed.

"I said not now so why is this even a problem? Why are you acting like its the end of the world?" I demanded a bit louder causing people look at us.His jaw tightened but he didn't respond."This is exactly why moving in right now wouldn't work. We can't even work out something so small"

"Small?" he demanded. "Yes small" "My girlfriend doesn't want to move in with me. I'm sorry i'm a bit pissed" "Because i'm not ready. What don't you get about that? It's not all about you Harry, it's about us meaning... things won't just happen when you say" I snapped.

"I know you're use to always getting what you want and being in control but, this isn't the same thing anymore. I'm not your sub, i'm your girlfriend Harry" I stated looking at him. He didn't respond looking back at the glass and I shrugged getting up.

"If you want control of everything then maybe a relationship isn't right for you. A relationship is about being equal so if you want otherwise, you might as well call Jenn" I said grabbing my jacket and walked out.