Dream SMP one shots (+ others)

.-. There's a difference .-.

Request: No
Mcyt: Tommy, Philza, Awesamdude, mentions of Technoblade, Wilbur, Captain Puffy, Eret and Karl Jacobs
Type: Angst to fluff
Age: Tommy: 16 | Sam: 22 | Phil: 29
Au: Minecraft

A/N: AWESAMDAD IS MY FAVOURITE! As bad as this is going to sound, I've gotten so used to reading stuff with Philza's really bad canon dad arc-the one with Tommy being neglected and lots of favouritism being played. Now, whenever I read a story where Phil is a good dad, it makes me feel unsettled cause I'm not used to it lmao. This is gonna be a long one. Have fun reading, dear reader!

TW: small mentions of suicide and bleeding out

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*tommy's pov*
I think it's fair to say that I am not as loved in my family as I should be. It's obvious that Technoblade is the favoured child. He gets more food on his plate, gets longer curfews, gets more attention, gets to go wherever he pleases. Things like that.

This all started after my "dad" killed Wilbur. I don't even know if I should even consider Phil as my father. It certainly doesn't feel like it. Even before Wilbur died and we even built L'Manburg, Phil still had that hatred for Wil and I. We didn't do anything either.

Techno did try to include us. I could tell he felt bad but he didn't have the heart to call Philza out. The thing is though, is that I could. I had the heart to. I would've done it if I could've.

But our argument got in the way and I never got the chance to tell him how much of a horrible father he was.

F L A S H B A C K

"BUT PHIL! YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND!" Tommy screamed, tears dripping down his face as he tried to prove his point.

He wanted to tell Phil that he played favourites, but Phil wouldn't listen. He was sure that he was a great father. But he wasn't.

"No, Tommy! YOU are the one who doesn't understand! YOU ARE JUST A CHILD WHO IS A BRAT!" Phil shouted back, just as furious as Tommy.

Wilbur and Technoblade were off in the hallway, eavesdropping when they knew they shouldn't have been. But it was hard to not listen when they were shouting as loud as they were.

"You just proved me right!" Tommy said, his hand out to Phil. "Calling me a brat! A child who doesn't know anything! A good father wouldn't speak to his own kid like that!"

Phil huffed and rolled his eyes. "You don't get to tell me how to teach and talk to my kids. Why can't you just follow in your brothers footsteps. Be quieter, less problematic, less annoying and more skillful. That is a good kid. Maybe your so bad because you look like your mother!"

It felt like time stopped as Tommy froze in shock. Phil realized his mistake and tried to reach out to Tommy. Tommy flinched back.

Tommy's mother had died because of a sickness she had at birth. She couldn't make it and Tommy still felt guilty to this day. He knows it isn't his fault. Wilbur-not Phil-has reassured him that it wasn't his fault on multiple occasions. Everyone had promised to not speak of his mother's death in front of him.

But Phil broke his promise, like all his other ones.

"Ok then.." Tommy sniffled. "Now it's my mum's fault. I see how it is. Maybe I should've died instead." Tommy stormed to his room and cried for days.