𝘔𝘺 𝘉𝘦𝘭𝘪𝘦𝘧 [𝘓𝘰𝘬𝘪𝘶𝘴]

All The Life I've Never Lived

Loki POV

I wasn't happy about him leaving the first time. And my God I wasn't here to let him do it again.

After those two months I had figured out what exactly it was I felt for him. And I wouldn't let it slip. I wouldn't let him slip away. And I wouldn't let this go until I thought it was truly over.

So after finishing most of my work early, which was the plan. As I had a meeting with Sylvie in half an hour and I needed to be there. But right now my mind was being captured and help by a particular guy.

So I ran through the halls I had to get through. As we worked on opposite sides of the building. I got a lot of dirty looks, but that didn't stop me. When I neared the hallway I stopped running and started walking again.

I took a light breather. As I hadn't seen him in what felt like an eternity. And we'll I was here to confess what I had been feeling for him since we met.

And I had no clue how to do it, what to do. And most of all, how he was going to react. Which let me tell you, all of it was freaking me the fuck out.

I took a light breather in front of his door. And I put my head down. Closing my eyes lightly I tried to collect my thoughts before I went in. I knocked three times in the door lightly.

I heard him say come in. I opened the door slower than I usually would, but still pretty quick. I parked my head through the gap between the door and the wall.

And I proceeded to study him a little before coming in fully.

I was so nervous it was unreal. I never got like this, then again I've also never felt like this before either. So I guess it's just a time to try something new and gutsy right?

Which is exactly what I did. After Mobius asked me what I was here for I looked at him. Trying to ask for permission to do what I wanted to do.

He was puzzled but, I guess I was too. So I did it. I kissed him. It was a spur of the moment. But I wasn't going to back down from what I wanted. Not again. And not from him either.

I felt him tense at first. I got slightly tense at that too. Did he not like me back? Oh God what if I wasn't a good kisser, I mean I hadn't done this in a while. Maybe more than a couple thousand of years.

I was about to pull back when I felt him put his hand on my waist. I had leaned forward over his chair and out of mine so my waist was pretty close and my hand was on the arm of his chair.

We would deepen the kiss slightly before letting our lips fall. I felt his hand linger on my waist for a bit. And to be honest, I wasn't angered by it. He dropped his hand and I leaned up.

"Uhm, what was that for?" Mobius questioned. I looked at him, gathering my thoughts that were swimming in clusters around my head after the kiss.

"I like you, " I said looking at the wall and then at the bare desk as trying not to make eye contact with him. I felt him stand up. I look at him but before I know it he's kissing me again.

His lips are soft against mine. The slight taste of coffee and pepper overriding my senses. Him overriding my senses.

The one thought going through my head being him.

That's when I remember the meeting with Sylvie. Shit, it's across the building too. I break the kiss and frantically tell a confused Mobius that I need to go and that we should talk after my meeting with Sylvie.

He looks at me and I can hear him chuckle as I race down the hallway for fear of being late.

A/N- I loved writing this chapter so much. And I hoped you liked reading it. Thank you for over 2k reads, it means the world.