The Thoughts I Faced

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Mobius POV

You see what I didn't know was he had a meeting with Sylvie. So when he ran. Well, I didn't know what to think. I chuckled but, that's just cause I didn't want to make it awkward.

Honestly, I didn't know how to feel. He comes in here, says he likes me. And then kisses me? I mean this had to either be a joke or a hallucination.

Cause nothing ever goes like this. My way that is.

I mean the TVA was my life. And it was a lie too. Ravonna lied to me, she said she was my friend. So what else is going to happen?

Is he gonna leave? Am I gonna fuck things up? I mean, I usually do that anyway, so that's likely to happen. But I don't want to. Not with him, not like this. But I just, don't know what to do.

If only there was a way to know. For sure that is. I mean, it took me forever to figure out how I felt. And now here I am, confused about how he feels. I turn to the boxes lying in my room and then look at the door.

I sigh and start to unpack more. As a means to distract myself.

But it didn't really work. It never would and I knew that, but I still tried. Because I knew I couldn't stop working and question it all.

He told me he had to get to a meeting with Sylvie. Which is what I was going to go with until I knew different.

Even though I doubted it. Because I knew he lied a lot. But I needed to trust him. We needed to build a relationship off of trust.

And I needed to trust him. For several reasons. One I knew was that he didn't really do that for himself. And two, I didn't want to not trust him. And I knew I needed to so that he could trust me too.

But, what I was going to accomplish at this time, was trying to make a date. We could go anywhere in time, so this had to be good. And it had to be something he liked.

Which, with my limited knowledge of his personal life, and what he actually liked. So I could know what he wanted and what I could do to plan this date. And this possible relationship.

So what was my plan? What was I doing? What were we doing? I mean what were we going to be? Was this even going to go anywhere?

I had no clue. But it didn't matter. I liked him, and I knew if I didn't act on it then I never would. And I wanted to act on it.

But first I needed to figure out how. And what to do.

But, first I need to unpack the boxes. And after that, I'll figure out what exactly I'm doing, and what I and Loki are.

I'll ask him how the Sylvie interview went. And maybe ask her about Loki and the help I need making this date.

Right now I just really need to focus.

A/N- Next chapter I'm definitely adding a date. I just felt we all deserved a little more confused Mobius.

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