Ex Mafia's lover [SINRIN]

Explanations

Sinb's POV

I am here outside of Jung's Hospital. Waiting for yerin to come out. It's already 6 pm. I keep on contacting her in the morning but she keeps declining it until she blocks my number. I also bought new SIM card to make a call to her but she blocked it again.

I didn't even go to my work today. I am here since morning. I didn't also eat, I don't have apetite.

Actually I didn't kiss Eunseo. that was just an accident. I didn't know that someone will take a good angle with that accident. I wonder who gave yerin those pictures.

I cried all night until I met the day. I can't forgive myself. I know she's not serious with what she said to me last night. We aren't break up, i can't accept that.

"Sinb-ah?" A sudden voice lifts me up.

"Yuju unnie? Did you see yerin?" I asked

"She already went home sinb-ah, she used the exit at the back earlier" she answered

"What happened sinb-ah?" She asked as she caressed my back

"She decided to broke up with me" I said without energy

"W-what? What happened, I don't understand"

"Me too, I don't understand what's happening unnie" I said without soul

"I'm going home now" I said as I stand up and showing my smile to yuju

"I can drive you home sinb-ah" she offers

"I'm fine, thank you but I bring my car with me. And I can manage myself so don't worry" I said and I left her

As I enter my unit, it's still the same from yesterday. The scattered pictures are on my floor. I don't have the guts to pick it up.

I guess I don't have something to eat now because I didn't buy groceries for this week.

As I open my refrigerator, I got shock because there's a lot of foods.

"She even buy me groceries before she left me" I said to myself as I fell down on my knees.

"Just like the old times, before she left at my mansion, she left a kimbap with a note" I smiled as i remember that moment.

"Fuck you and take care" I miss those moments

I'm such a freak girlfriend to her. I hope I can turn back the time. I hope I didn't accept that fucking pretentious.

Yerin is right. I was the one who will ruin our relationship.

I need to eat now, I can't let myself starve. Yerin will get mad if I don't eat.

As I finished eating, I lie down on my bed and decided to make a call.

After five rings, she picked it up

"Hello Sojung unnie?" I said

"Yes sinb-ah?"

"Can you manage the company for the whole week? I am fixing something" I said

"I know what happened to you and yerin. Eunha told me, and I trust you sinb-ah. I know you didn't cheat. Let's talk tomorrow and tell me what really happened" She said

"Thank you for trusting me unnie" I said as I burst out crying. I am glad that someone trust me.

"Don't cry sinb-ah. Take on easy to yourself and take a rest now. I'll hang up this phone call now so you can take a rest. See you tomorrow" She said and she hangs up the call.

-the next day~

"Sojung unnie, I really didn't did that" I said as I talk to sojung unnie

"Tell me what happened so i can understand your situation sinb-ah. I know you love her so much, that's why i can't see any reason why you will cheat" She said

"Yesterday; I was with my friend, and that friend is seeking for my help" I said

"What kind of help?" She asked as she lift her one eyebrow

"She have an ex-boyfriend that always stalking her wherever she goes and hurt her a lot, physically. so she wanted me to pretend as her girlfriend. But don't get me wrong, I told yerin about it and she agreed" I told her

"Okay? Next" sojung unnie said

"Yesterday, I drive Eunseo to her apartment. But when I was about to leave, someone accidentally pushed eunseo so she bumped into me and that's the time our lips collided. That kiss didn't last for a second but I didn't know why, how, and who captured it" I explained

"Okay. How about the other picture?" She asked

"That is not what you're thinking. That day, eunseo's ex-boyfriend keeps on messaging her that he won't believe her that i am her girlfriend. So eunseo asked me to lay beside her on her bed and take a picture of it, so she can send it to her ex-boyfriend. She also said that after she can send a picture, her boyfriend will stop bothering her and we can end the pretending. Now, her ex-boyfriend didn't bother her anymore so eunseo and I stopped communicating " I explained

"I can see that you changed a lot sinb-ah" sojung unnie's statement makes me confused

"What do you mean unnie?" I asked

"You cared too much to other people now, even to a completely stranger. The old you doesn't care about others, the old you doesn't know the word help and kindness. But now, you are giving all your help to that particular girl. You even forget that you have yerin, your real girlfriend. Yerin told me that you are always late when you're fetching her to drive her home. That didn't happen once, not until that girl came into your life" sojung unnie's statement makes me realize that it's really my fault.

"Perhaps do you have feelings to that girl already?" She asked

"No! No unnie! I promise! Even I die today, my answer is no. Yerin is the only one here" I said furiously as i am pointing my heart.

"I am just helping her because I saw the old me in her, Getting bullied by someone. I was really hurt the time when I was bullied. My father always asked me about my day, I don't know what to say; Should I lie or should I be honest?. When I met Eunseo, she was hostage that time. I remember the old me way back in high school, my schoolmates always death threat me if I won't give them my money and my other luxurious belongings. When I saw Eunseo's bruises, I remember the days that I was having a hard time to hide every bruises i get when I get home. I was having a hard time to hide the truth that I am in pain. I always hide the pain that I am feeling through smiling. I was alone and seeking for help also, but no one came, not until Yerin found me in our classroom; almost ending my life. I am thinking that, Maybe this is my time to help someone who's in pain. I was inspired what yerin did to me that time so I guess, I must do it too. I didn't think that this is what i get in return of my kindness". I explained as I lowered my head

"Okay, i believe in you sinb-ah. But I hope that at the first place, you didn't agreed with the pretending. Have you ever realize how much yerin loves you? If I were yerin, I won't allow you to get involved with that stupid help. She allowed you to be in that fake relationship because she trusted you. She sacrificed a lot in your relationship. I know that you can fix your relationship to yerin. If she won't talk to you, give her time but at the same time, Prove yourself to her that you are sincere so she will give you chance to explain about what happened" sojung unnie said

"I understand you unnie and I will do that" I said in embarrassing tone.

"Don't worry sinb-ah, I will manage your company for the mean time. But, please do your job also; you must not give up on her" sojung's words gives me hope.