Ex Mafia's lover [SINRIN]

Cousin

Yerin's POV

What happened to me? Why am I like this? I am a doctor but why I am here? Being a patient. I am the one who would treat someone.

It's been a month already. Yet, I still can't accept it. What Moonbin and Eunseo said is still haunting me.

I have a lot of what if's in my mind.

What if I didn't let her go to the Robbed scene?

What if I didn't let her lunch with that girl?

What if I didn't let her do the pretending?

What if I didn't let my emotion rise up?

What if I listen to her?

What if I let her talk when she plead?

What if I choose her at the bar?

What if I didn't go at the convenience store?

Will our story continue in a beautiful and sweet path?

Where did our perfect love goes wrong?

I want to end this story anymore. It's already hurting me every chapter. I want our story to be just like Romeo and Juliet, they end up being dead together. But atleast, the pain inside them ended.

I am so cruel.

Sinb's cries when the day she plead is always haunting me. Even i cover my ears, I can still hear it.

Is this what sinb felt when I left her?

If this is...I really hate myself. It's hard to live after your love ones left you.

I can't imagine, she take a risk in order to save me.

End of Yerin's POV

"Yerin unnie, here comes your food" Eunha said in a bright mood as she enter yerin's room

'It's a poison'

'The food is poison'

'She's the one who poisoned Sinb long time ago'

Yerin widened her eyes as she heard the voices again.

She looked at Eunha with a tray of food on her hand.

"YOU ARE MURDERER!!" Yerin yelled at eunha

"U-unnie, w-what are you saying?" Eunha said in a nervous tone

"YOU ARE MURDERER!!"

"I am not unnie, I am your cousin" Eunha said

"YOU MURDERED HER!!" Yerin yelled

"Who? I didn't kill anyone unnie" Eunha said

"YOU KILLED SINB!!"

"Her death is an accident unnie" Eunha said as her tears fall down

Yerin went close to eunha and...

She throw the tray that eunha is holding.

The food is scattered on the floor as well as the utensils.

Eunha got shocked about what happened so she yelled at yerin,

"UNNIE!! WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!"

"YOU ARE THE ONE WHO POISONED EUNBI! YOU ARE A MURDERER! YOU MUST DIE!" Yerin yelled back

"I am not---" eunha cutted her statement when Yerin jumped over her so they fell together and...

Yerin choked her neck

"U-unnie! L-let m-me g-go" Eunha plead

"YOU MUST DIE" Yerin said

'That's right yerin'

'Do it'

'It's for Sinb'

'Kill her'

'She's the one who poisoned your love one'

'Make her pay for her sins to you and especially to Sinb'

When yerin heard the voices in her mind again, she is more gripping eunha's neck tightly.

"U-unnie, I-I can't b-breath" Eunha said

"ARGH!" Yerin groan when eunha successfully pushed her

"I am your cousin unnie! Please wake up in a real world! Open your mind!" Eunha yelled as she stand up

'She pushed you'

'She is also planning to harm you'

'Kill her before she harm everyone in your family'

Yerin don't do what to do...

Then she saw something on the floor,

Eunha also saw it...

They both run faster towards the object

And the one who got it is...

"Please unnie, put the fork down" Eunha said carefully

"I won't do anything unnie, Please put that down" she added

Yerin smiled as she stared at the silver fork in her hand.

Then she looked at eunha's direction.

"I will revenge for what you did to her" yerin mumbles as she walk closer to eunha.

Eunha didn't do anything because if she will move, she might trigger yerin. Both of them might end up in critical condition.

"Unnie, what are you going to do?" Eunha asked nervously

Yerin pushed eunha aggressively, causing her cousin to fell on the ground

When yerin is about to stab eunha with fork, eunha closed her eyes tightly.

"ARGH!"

Yerin groan when someone pushed her so hard.

"WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!" Sowon said after she pushed yerin because she saw that she was about to stab her fiancé.

"WHAT DO YOU THINK ARE YOU DOING YERIN?! ARE YOU GOING TO STAB EUNHA? YOUR OWN COUSIN?!" Sowon yelled at yerin

"I-I...I am s-sorry...Eunha-ah, I didn't mean it" Yerin apologize after she got herself back and realize what she's doing

"Eunha-ah~ I am so sorry, forgive me" yerin said while crying

Eunha is also crying while hugging sowon. She was so scared about what happened just now.

"I can't believe this yerin-ah. You almost killed your own cousin! Are you going to continue to be like this? Aren't you going to help yourself? If Sinb is still with us, Do you think she will be happy if she knows what have you done?" Sowon said

"U-unnie, I didn't mean it" yerin said

"I am sorry eunha-ah, please forgive me" yerin added as she walk closer to eunha

"Don't come near her yerin-ah. I let you come near her if you can control yourself already" sowon said

"Please help yourself yerin" sowon said before eunha and her left yerin at her room

'What I have done?' Yerin thought