He made some small talk to the chat, reading some donations, before shaking his head quickly. "We're getting distracted," he giggled as he looked to his side where Nick was standing away from the camera, "Chat, give it up for my best friend ever, Nick!"
Sapnap came into the frame with a slightly awkward smile as he waved at the camera, "Hiiii" he chuckled "I'm here!"
Karl smiled happily as he looked over at the chat that seemed to be going crazy over the sudden meet up. "So Sapnap's going to be staying with me for like a few weeks," Karl explained happily as he chewed on his sleeve a bit.
"He arrived last night," Karl smiled as he answered some questions from the chat before standing up, moving behind Sapnap and gently massaging his shoulders. He and Sapnap continued to answer some questions before Karl sat down again and opened his monster while Sapnap was messed with his minecraft settings on the SMP.
Karl's hands shook as he drank the caffeinated drink and the chat seemed to noticed it but he ignored all of the questions and concerns that were being thrown at him. Nick glanced at the chat, seeing them as well and couldn't help but to let out a small sigh.
'sweetie,' the default text to voice said, 'please eat something, we're worried about you.'
The brunette froze as he heard it, feeling Nick's eyes on him as well. After glancing at the chat, Karl took a shaky breath and stood up before walking away.
Were people really starting to notice? Would they ask him questions until he confessed? How long would that last? Karl's thoughts flooded his mind as he paced up and down the hallway outside of his room. His cheeks turned wet from tears of panic before he even realised that they were falling from his eyes and his breathing was going faster than it had ever before.
How was be going to continue like this? It had been fine before they started to notice.
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Shaking || karlnap
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