first fight

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Oh fuck how i miss them

It was 8:00pm and we had already eaten so much snacks and caught up on what we did this summer, we did face masks, which blaised absolutely loved.

we would usually stay up late, dancing around but we all crashed at 12, i laid in my bed cuddled up to Pansy while she star-fished on her bed.

i started stiring around in bed, Pansy talking in her sleep waking me up, something about a cow fighting a pig, i don't even know.  I got up and walked over to Blaise and told him to shove over.

I laid down and faced the window looking out, Blaise was on the other end facing the other wall. after a short shitty sleep, i was woken by a loud "are you fucking kidding me"

i jolted up to see Fred standing looking so hurt and furious, shit

"hey hey no it's not what it looks like i moved over here because-" i ran over trying to explain myself.

"i don't want to fucking hear your excuses, never should've trusted a Slytherin.." he turned around to walk out but i followed him to the common room, luckily most Slytherins were in the great hall.

"are you serious right now! Blaise had been my bestfriend since first year!"

he stopped and faced me, "more like fuck buddies" i scoffed at him, he wasn't acting like himself, "what the fuck is wrong is wrong with you"  i spat

"well it wouldn't be the first time right, you probably did it with Pucey and he just wanted more, i wouldn't be surprised if you fucked Malfoy too, your a Slytherin slut." he replied, his face red and a tear running down mine.

it was dead silence, "get out" he stayed out looking at me, his expression now changed into a a sorry look, realising what he just said. "Em I-"

"I SAID GET THE FUCK OUT" i threw one of the pillows from the couch at him and he slowly stepped back, a tear also escaping his eyes as he turned around and left.

i turned around to see Blaise and Pansy standing at the top of the stair case, "what the fuck are you looking at" i shoved past them and threw on a jumper and black tracksuits pants and walked back out of the common room.

i found myself sitting by the lake, under the tree, tears streaming freely out of my face, i felt hurt, betrayed and it felt like the worst things you thought of yourself was what they thought of you. the one person you loved and trusted most in the world.

my heart was breaking all over again, i pulled out a pack of cigarettes and stared at them for a moment. "i haven't had one of these in a while" whispering to myself. 

i pulled one out and lit it up, inhaling the smoke, letting it fill my lungs with its warmth and exhaling like it was never there.

repeating over and over again, i pulled my next one out. lit it and inhaled again. "you know those are bad for you right?" i looked up and saw George standing over me.

i couldn't even say hi, or even come back with a sarcastic comment, he just looked at me with sympathy and sat next to me, i followed him with my eyes and in a moment i broke down once again, he pulled me into his arms  and i sobbed.

He rubbed me gently, once i began to calm down he asked, "Girl, he isn't worth your tears" i sat up and looked at him, he smiled and me and wiped the remaining tears off my face.

"you know, i despised him as kids, always thought he was a dick, i had so much feeling for him change and i feel for him, i've never let my guard down to any guy like i have with him, i denied it for so long but in the end i have always been in love with him, and-and i didn't cheat on him, i would never, Blaise has been one of closest friends here, and Pansy was being a-annoying so i climbed in with him, we slept on opposite sides and didn't even tough eachother! i tried to e-explain but he called me a Slytherin slut so i told him to leave" another tear escaping.

"he what" George looked at me furiously, he stood up and started to walk off but stopped and turned back to face me, "get back up, go and get ready, look hot, and continue on your day like nothing happened, that's how you piss him off, i'm going to have a word this brother of mine." emphasis on brother, he was pissed.

But that was exactly what i did, i got up and dragged myself to the common room.

As soon as i stepped foot into the common room, Pansy, Blaise stood up and looked at me, Draco sat on the couch, almost with tears in his eyes. "Pansy, come with me, i'm gonna dress up and look sexy to piss him off, you in?" i asked

her smile grew, "fuck yes"

now we didn't go full out, all we did was pull our skirts higher, undo some more buttons on our shirts while hanging out ties loose, and some classic make up and hair done.

"Living to my new name. The Slytherin skank

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all eyes were on me as we walked into the common room, "what?" i smiled innocently at them.

hand in hand i walked with Pansy down into the Great hall, we sat right on the end of the Slytherin table next to the door.

"Hey Em" George walked in and had the widest grin on his face, "Hi Georgie" i responded, looking at the boy standing next to him, with sadness and fury at the same time in his eyes. "Hello Fred" i said bluntly and returned to look at my food.

throughout dinner i had looked up to see Fred's eyes piercing mine, the thing making me struggling the most to keep smiling, is his whore of Gryffindors girl trying to flirt with him, and him accepting and flirting right back.

Nicole Ashley, dumb blonde cow, curling her hair in her fingers, giggling at his stupid jokes, my heart ached to see it. I stood up, walked over to Pansy to my back was facing Fred, i bent down to whisper "going for a walk, don't wait up"

i did this purposely so Fred could see the red lace underwear i was wearing under my skirt, so could everyone else us but i don't care.

i twirled around and stared at fred right in the eye, i walked straight out and down to the quidditch pitch.

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i hated this, the fighting the pre heartbreak and the amount of jealously. fuck Fred Weasley

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