I wonder around the hotel for a little longer coming across the game room. I venture inside and it's empty but I hear a voice of a girl in the back.
"I want you to be with me," I hear from the back and my noisiness gets the best of me as I hide behind one of the games and pier over to see Harry and Nadine making my heart sink into my stomach.
"I'm not. You just don't get it. I don't love you. You're a great girl but Sara," he smiles saying my name. "She's everything I want and everything I need."
"I can be that too."
"No you can't," he says. "You really need to stop this before Sara kills me. I know that you don't understand and I'm sorry but she means a lot to me."
"She's the one?" She asks and crosses her arms across her chest.
"Yeah," he smiles. "I can see myself marrying her and having kids with her. I can see a life with her and it excites me to think about having her to me for the rest of my life."
"Wow," Nadine nods. "I honestly didn't think it was that serious."
"I don't think Sara does either," Harry chuckles and gives her a hug. "I'm sorry if I lead you on in anyway."
"It's okay," she smiles hugging him back. "I guess I'll just see you around then."
"Yeah," he nods. "See ya," he waves as he turns towards me and starts walking.
I run down the hallway and start to walk casually like nothing happened and I didn't hear anything. Like I was just wondering around the hotel by myself.
"Sara?" Harry asks from behind me making me turn around.
"Hey," I smile at him. "I thought you were asleep," I lie. Well not really lie. I really did think he was asleep before I found him talking to Nadine.
"No I had to take care of something," he says walking toward me.
"What?" I ask wondering if he'll tell me the truth.
"Nothing to worry your pretty little head about love," he says kissing my forehead.
"Okay."
"Cmon, I'll walk you back," he says taking my hand and walking back to our rooms.
I contemplate whether to bring up the fact the I heard and saw everything that went down with Nadine but I don't want to start a fight right now. Honestly my head is still swirling from what he told her about me. Marriage. Children. That's a lot the handle. I don't even know if I want that stuff yet and here he is basically planning the wedding.
"I'll see you tomorrow," he says kissing my cheek. "Night love."
"Night," I smile and go back into my room. I take the key for Kelly and Kelsey's room then head over an sleep inn a bed not packed with two other girls.
"I can't believe you ditched us!" Kelly yells coming into their hotel room.
"Wake up lazy bones!" Kelsey yells as she jumps on the bed. Guess this one was here.
"My bed was occupied," I yawn sitting up and runs my eyes.
"I was lucky. I only had Kelly," Cori says sitting at the end of the bed.
"Yeah we slept fine," Kelly chuckles.
"But I did hear you go out then come back then go back out. What's up with that?" Kelsey asks.
"I went on a walk around the hotel. Nadine's here. Or she was here," I say.
"Shit really?" Kelly asks. "What happened?"
"I heard her and Harry talking. Ease dropping I guess. Harry told her to go home. He told her that I was the one. That he wanted to marry me and all that stuff," I explain.
"That's a good thing Sara," Cori says.
"I don't know. I don't even know if I want marriage and children."
"With Harry Styles you should," kelly chuckles.
"I know but... it's weird. I love him. I do. But I'm sooo fucked up. Having a kid wouldn't do me any good," I say.
"You're not fucked up. You're perfect. I hate that you think that way about yourself," Kelly says and I just shrug. "I hate when you do that too instead of talking."
"I don't know what to say Kel. You think I'm not but I know I am. There's so much going on in my brain and I can't separate reality from dream. Hell sometimes I don't even remember reality."
"That's what your medications for," Kelly points out.
"I know," I sigh and stand up. "I'm gonna go take a shower and take me medication like a normal crazy lady," I say as I leave their hotel room.
