BEFORE
"Billy are people here yet?" I yell to my boyfriend who's in the bedroom waiting for me to get ready for his birthday party.
"I wouldn't know baby. I've been in here with you," be chuckles as I come out.
"Touché," I smile and come over to him wrapping my arms around his neck as he places his hands on my waist.
"Thank you for this party babe. This is going to be a fun night."
"I don't know. Megan's boyfriend, Nick and his friends are kinda creeping me out," I tell him.
"Yeah I get what you're saying but don't let them ruin this party. You put a lot of hard work into it."
"You're right," I smile and kiss him. "This is your 18th birthday party! Let's have fun!"
"Yeah!" He chuckles and stands up as we go downstairs.
We party and drink all night having fun with our friends while Megan, Nick and Nick's friends have their own party getting more reckless throughout the night. At around two I decide that it's time me to go to bed. I kiss Billy goodnight and told him to not stay up to long as I go upstairs to our bedroom assigned for the weekend. I fall asleep as soon as my head hits the pillow.
I wake up to kisses going up my neck and hands roaming my body but they don't feel like Billy's hands or Billy's kisses. I try to push off the person on top of me but he has me pinned and he's stronger than me. I open my eyes to see one of Nick's friends staring down at me.
"Scream and I'll hurt you," he growls at me. A piece me wants to scream because he's going to hurt me anyway but I know that it'll be a different kind of hurt but I do it anyway. I scream for Billy hoping that any minute now he'll run into the room and push him off me.
"What did I tell you?" He growls and covers my mouth and pins my flaring legs to the bed. "Now I have to hurt you stupid bitch."
He chuckles as he pushes my sleeves up my arms and picks up the razor blade from the bedside table. I try to scream but I know no one will hear me with his hand tight around my mouth. He pushes the blade deep into my wrist and moves it down my arm. The pain is excruciating as I feel him do the same to my other arm. I start getting light head as I feel the blood pour out my arms as he lets my arms go and uncovers my mouth. I look around trying to find something to help but I have no energy and I feel myself slipping. I see a candle lit on the table and I have just enough energy to knock it off the table and into the curtains. The last thing I remember is smoke filling the room right before I pass out.
