Harry's P.O.V.
"You being in love with me makes you a mad man!" She screamed at me. And if that's the only think that makes me a mad man then I'm fucking crazy. But she doesn't want to hear that now.
"Okay," I tell her as she leaves our hotel room. She said she needs to think so I'm gonna give her time to think. She'll come around. I know she will and she'll want this ring.
I stand up and put the ring back in my jeans pocket then get dressed. I'm not good with space. At all actually. When I had to leave her I was broken. She makes me happy and I wish she knew how happy she makes me because then she'll want me. She'll want to be with me forever like how I want to be with her forever. Shit.
I leave our hotel room and go to Louis' room knocking on his door. Louis was the only one that knew I had the ring. He opens the door and stares at me for awhile.
"She said no?" He asks. And I nod. "Come in."
I follow him into his hotel room and sit on his bed looking down at my hands.
"What happened?" He asks leaning against the wall across from me.
"We were talking and I thought it was a good time to ask but it was like she knew what I was going to do. She started saying stop and don't do it. I told her why I love her and she still said no. She told me I was crazy for loving her."
"Harry I think she has a lot going on with her right now," Louis says.
"I know she does and I wanted to help. I wanted to be there for her when she needed someone."
"Mate I don't think she wanted to put that burden on you. You already have a lot going on and the rumor mill never stops with you. Did you really want to add Sara's shit on top of it all?" he asks.
"Yes," I tell him without hesitation. "I would do anything for her. It's like no one ever understands this. I love her. I love her with all I am."
"Sometimes you have to let the person be for awhile. Let them figure out their own shit before you get involved."
"I can't do that with her," I say as there's a knock on the door.
"Hold that thought," Louis says as he answers the door letting Niall in. "Date got canceled?"
"Sara came in so Cori got worried," Niall says walking in. "Figured you would be here," he says sitting next to me and pats my back.
"Back to that thought. Why can't you leave her alone for awhile?" Louis asks taking his spot against the wall again.
"I don't know. Where she goes I want to go. I'm just happy being with her. Even if she's pissed at me. She's still with me."
"But that sometimes isn't a good thing. When someone's mad you don't push it. You leave them alone to cool off or to think. You gotta give her a little space bro," Niall says.
"I know," I sigh rubbing my face. "Where is she now?"
"Talking with Cori and the girls. Just give her some space till the morning," Niall suggested.
"I can do that," I nod and stand up.
"Are you gonna come back to our room?" Niall asks.
"No you and Cori can take it. I'll stay in the room I got for me and Sara."
"You can always come out with me and Liam. We're gonna go to the club. Liam's waiting downstairs," Louis suggested.
"That might be a good idea," Niall says.
"I don't know. Sara might get mad."
"Stop worrying about Sara and live a little," Louis says pulling me up. "She'll be here in the morning. You need a fun night out."
"Alright alright," I chuckle. "I'll come with you and Liam."
"Sweet. I'll see you guys later," Niall says as he leaves Louis' room.
"Cmon," Louis says as we leave his room and head down to the the car with Liam.
A night out was most definitely needed. Just drinking and hanging out with friends was fun. Watching Louis flirt with random girls while me and Liam hung back was pretty entertaining. The drinker he got the better the jokes got and the girls were all over him. I have never been out with Sara. Yeah I took her on dates but I always kept them between me and her so no one would bother us. But I guess we're not like other couples. We can't just go to the club and hang out without people coming up to me to take a picture. Or paparazzi waiting outside to take a picture. Everywhere I go they go and I know she doesn't like that. She doesn't like the flashes and the comments. I know that she reads them. I catch her reading what they say about her but she tries to play it off like nothing.
"I need to head back," I yell to Liam over the music.
"Okay. I'll see you back at the hotel mate," he screams back then goes back to talking to guy he met.
I leave and make it back to the hotel going straight to Sara and Cori's room knocking. No answer. I knock again and still no answer. She's probably sleeping. I go into my room and quietly walk past a sleeping Cori and Niall to get Cori's key then head back to their room. I open the door and go inside to the black hotel room.
"Baby?" I whisper. "Sara?" I ask out a little louder and still hear noting. Not even turning in a bed. I turn on the lights to see the hotel room empty. It's three in the morning and she's still not back. I see a note on her bed with my name on it. This can't be good. I sit on her bed and open the note.
Harry,
I love you. I love you more than anything but this isn't working. You have everything figured out and you know what you want in your life. And that's great. I envy that. But I don't know anything about what I want. I need to figure that out before I do anything else. Especially get married. You'll be fine. I know you will be. And you'll find a girl that fits you perfectly and wants all the stuff you want. I know that it's hard now and I'm going to stay away. I just hope you respect this and don't come after me. You will always be in my heart.
Love,
Sara
