Scars: an angel without wings(Ashton Irwin fanfiction)

chapter four

We ride in the car, not saying a word just sitting quietly next to each other with that awkward silence. I can't help but think about Ashton and his hair when, "Becky you wanna pick some music to put on?".

"Na its fine you can choose". Calum puts on 1975 and starts singing along. " Pause it play it, pause it play it, pause it We go where nobody knows, we got guns hidden under our petticoats". I just look at him and he smiles and carries on. His smile is just so cute I can't help but laugh, and he bites his lip piercing and carries on. " We're never gonna quit it, no we're never gonna quit it no Yeah, we're dressed in black from head to toe, we've got guns hidden under our petticoats And, we're never gonna quit it, no we're never gonna quit it no".

I just watch him sing as we drive to school, Calum has one of those Mercedes Benz convertibles, and he has the roof down and his hair is just blowing gently with the wind. I notice as we stop at the traffic lights that Ashton is there waiting to cross I watch him and every move he takes.

Suddenly he turns our way and he waves. My heart just beats at 100mph and it feels like its going to jump out my chest. I quickly wave back. "Why the heck are you waving at that guy for he isn't even waving at you". I turn around and see a guy behind me waving at Ashton. Ashton looks at me and I slide down into the seat, I feel like a total idiot, like why the hell would Ashton wave at me we haven't even had a proper conversation.

We arrive at school and Calum gets out and opens my door, I step out. He then puts his hands on my waist and kisses me. "Love you Becky". Calum waves and walks off. So this is the nice Calum at the moment maybe something will happen and he will go back to selfish Calum Hood.

I notice that Ashton arrives at school a little later then me. He looks over at me and waves but then sees Calum and runs off. Why did he run off when he saw Calum, does calum think I like Ashton or something because I don't think I do, but then again I think I have some feelings towards Ashton .

I walk into the school still thinking about the way Calum looked at Ashton, I walk over to my science class and walk in Luke is sitting in there I walk over and sit next to him. He grabs my hand as I sit down and he stares into my eyes. "Why the hell is that guy waving at you, you are my girlfriend not his". Calum tightens his hand on my wrist. "Calum stop your hurting me!". He looks deeper into my eyes. "I will if you promise to leave that guy alone you idiot". He let's go and I sit down shocked at what he did to me, why would the guy who loves me or at least did.

I sink deeper into my chair and think. Is this the guy I wanna be with? The guy who all of a sudden is hurting me?