RECAPE :
I was wondering what Harry bought , I know it was something special because Harry and Zayn have been friends for a long time so I think that he knows him enough to get him something that he likes ...
Zayn was unenvloping the gift only to find a pink see through bra and also a pink panties and a handcuffs ...
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I woke up in the morning feeling weirdly good about myself , the memories of yesterday replied themselves in my head , with a smile on my face I was glad that I had this experience which is amazing , and it felt like Zayn already experienced things like that before because he knew perfectly what he as doing , and always imagined him like this , this experience reflects perfectly his personnality ... knowing that he's a controlling person , he likes to have control over everything , he's manipulating , possessive , demanding , he's a man in all the ways that can anyone think about and that's what I love the most he have the strongest personnality that i've ever met and yet I know that I'm his weakness , no matter ho strong and intimidating he is to people it all stops when it's up to me , and that's what makes me feel confident about myself about this couple , that's what makes me have faith and believe in us , most of the girls aren't sure if their boyfriend love them or not , but I know that my man loves me to death otherwise he'd have gave up on me a longtime ago when he realized that I didn't want him the way he wanted me , but instead he stock around till he made me fall in love with him , plus he's the only person that I have well he made sure that he's the only person that I have , he takes care of everything he even started paying for my tuition , I think it's time for me to find a job , so I can cover my tuition and also start helping him with bills and everyhing but I still ignore where he gets his money from I think we need to have a talk about all of this but I'm pretty sure that he won't accept me working but it's worth a shot...
Zayn's comfortable arm was wrapped around me , I woke up before him as always because I can hear his light snores , I wanted to get up to take a shower so I started to remove his hand slowly trying not to wake him up this time , but I kno he always ends up waking up "Where are you going ?" he said half asleep "To take a shower" I responded with a soft weak voice as I kept removing his arm "where the fuck are you going" he tightened his hand around my arm and turning me to face him as he said with a strong and loud voice that made me jump out of my place , did I say that he wasn't intimadating when he comes to me ? well I take that right back he's so frightening at this moment , I couldn't answer , I was out of words I didn't understand what was all this yelling for "When I talk to you you fucking answer me" He ordered looking pissed as fuck as I felt my arm is going to turn blue from his tight grips , this guy have issues , he have the gift to ruin good moment that we have "Zayn let go of my arm" I said to him ignoring his question "You better answer me before we take it to another stage" was I hearing what I think I was hearing ? was he threating me ? Did he mean to hit me ? I looked at him shocked and terryfied at the same time I opened my mouth to say something but nothing got out of my mouth , I was out of words how could he say something like that , I felt a tearn running down my cheek , I felt his arm loosing hold of my arm and his eyes softened and guilt was noticable in his eyes he places his hand on my cheek and start to wipe the tears away as more tears fell "No no no please babe don't cry I didn't mean it I was just angry" He was begging me as he me pulled me to closer to him and hugged me "Please stop crying I'm begging you it's not what I meant , you know I'll never hurt" He begged me to stop crying but I couldn't because although he said he will never hurt me I don't trust his words fully , he changes completely when he's angry . I couldn't bear his touches anymore "Let me go" I yelled against his chest and for the first time he does as I told him "here" he said as he let me go and put his hand on my arm again and made me face him "Don't touch me" and again he removed his hands "I won't touch you if you don't won't me to but I don't want you to think of me like that , I will never hurt you , you know that , I'd never dare to lay a single finger on you , please darling you know that I can't hurt you , anger took over me , and I didn't know what I was saying , you know how precious you are to me , sweetheart I love you" He seemed so honest and sincere , but I just couldn't believe him , I opened my mouth to say something , but Zayn didn't let talk " You don't have to say anything right now , I just need you to believe me , I made a mistake and I'm deeply sorry for that , let me fix it , get dressed I'll take you out" he said as he hurried and went out of the room. I didn't want to go out I just wanted to be left alone , I needed time to process it all , Zayn ignores how afraid I am of him sometimes even if I love him and what he just said made more conscious of the situation , he said that he'd never hurt me but can I really trust his words ? As I was thinking I realized that this room isn't ours but Harry's I wanted to go look for Zayn and tell him that I'm not going out but I'm sure if I go out of this room Zayn would kill me so I decided to wait for him till he comes back and tell him that I'm not feeling like going out or just not in the mood...
After few minutes I hear the door cracked open and Zayn's figure appears in the view "Why aren't ready" he said with crossed arms leaning against the wall "I'm not in the mood to go out maybe some other day" He didn't argue because he knows how wrong he was "How can I make it up to you?" He asked me as he still feels guilty ... maybe I can take advantage of the moment and I ask him for a chance to let me work "Can I ask you for a favor ?" His face lightened up with joy , he came closer to the edge of the bed and sat on his knees on the floor as I was still in bed he grabbed both of my hands in his "Anything princess , just ask and I'll do" he said as he kissed both of my hands without breaking our eye contact " I want to work " I said in a shaking voice I know that in normal therms he would say no because Zayn likes to know every move that I make and ask him for something that will tear me out of sight isn't something to really talk about he'd have just laughed at me ! He kept looking at me for a while and then he looked away and let out a almost pissed breath before looking at the floor with his forhead on my hands "No" He said nlt looking at me "Do you need money ? Do you need anything ? Why do you want to work ?" To many questions , I felt like he thinks that he's not taking good care of me but he is " No But I don't like keep using your money and pay my school and plus I wanna help you with bills and all " he let out a laugh as if he was making fun of me " Angel don't say these kinda of stuff again I don't need your help , I can take care of everything , and let it be the last time we talk about it if you need anything just tell me" I had one question : From where does he get his money from ? He have a lot of money for someone who doesn't have a job.
"Can I ask you something and you'll answer me honestly ?" I Asked him maybe it's wrong to ask him but I wanted to know "of course" he said with a smile on his face "from where do you get your money from ?" I asked him waiting for an honest answer "I sell drugs"
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It's 5 am over here and I just finished this chapter ! I hope that you like it and as you notice the fiction is getting darker and darker...
