RECAPE :
"Shall we go back to our table ?" he let out a laugh as he nodded and open the door of the bathroom for me and while going out of it he slapped my ass , and I turned at him with a look that says 'you didn't' he just winked at me and grabbed me from my waist and walked me till our table ...
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Zayn and I sat face to face with each other , we talked about everything and everyone , yes everyone his friends his many 'girlfriends' , after all this time he never opened up to me , he wanted to talk about everything really , except one subject his Family , except his brother that I already met , he didn't want to tell me about any of his siblings if he had any or his parents , but I really wanted to know about his family , after all it couldn't be worse than mine "You know that you can tell me everything right ? I'm here for you and I'm not going anywhere" I told him trying to encourage him to talk "And no matter what you tell me my feelings won't change" I add "after all your family can't be worse than mine" I said as I looked down "please Lola let's not talk about our families's problems" and then we changed the subject we started talking abiut summer as there's still only 20 days to summer Zayn said that before he takes a flight to anywhere him and his friends ( Niall Harry Liam and Louis ) they fo to a lack house they spend time together and everyone goes to visit their family but he doesn't he goes to visit a city everytime a new one .
After a while you can see that Zayn and I were laughing very loudly like drunk people although it wasn't the case , I took a sip of my drink and before I realize it and lose the balance if myself I drop the glass and it gets all over my clothes "shit" I cursed under my breath , everyone in the restaurant start looking at me and I felt so awkward that Zayn realized so "Hey you buddy come clean this mess" he said to a waiter , but it sounded very inappropriate , he said it like he owns the place.
"I'll go to the bathroom clean myself up" I said to Zayn as I got up I popped in the waiter who was going to clean my mess " I'm really sorry , for this and for that " the waiter understood that i was refering to what I did , "it's okay Love" he said with a smile before start cleaning 'fuck fuck fuck boy let me tell you that it's your unlucky night' i though to myself Zayn wouldn't like that and I'm sure that he heard it I turned to look at Zayn who was giving the poor guy a deadly look before catching my gaze and fake smiling I know that fake smile of his and I'm not a fan of it , I didn't pay attention as I headed to the bathroom thinking that the waiter's face looked familiar but I couldn't remember where I saw him and before I enter the bathroom I turned to take another look on the waiter maybe it will help me remeber something and as soon as I turn I catch Zayn grabbing the poor guy from the shoulder and dragging him out of the restaurant I wasted a few seconds thinking about what I'm supposed to do cause if I go there and interrupt their conversation he'll think that I'm trying to defend him wich will turn really bad for both of us but mostly the waiter but it's not like I could ignore this so I followed Zayn to listen to what they were saying .
I looked over and I found that Zayn was almost killing the poor guy .
With every hit he says something like "you don't talk to my girlfriend" and he hits him again "you don't look at ly girlfriend" Zayn's fist collapse with the waiter cheek "you don't even think about my girlfriend" he said with another hit I fiund myself gasping everytime Zayn's hand contact with his body I decided to put an end to this scene "Hey stop" I yelled at Zayn and walked fast towards him he looked at me with pissed eyes but he didn't bother stopping hitting the poor guy , I held his arm "I said stop" I said to Zayn with an angry eyes "and since when I fucking listen to you huh ?" Zayn let go of the waiter who fell right away "Why are you defending him ? Do you know him ? Or maybe you like him ?" He started asking nonsense questions one after the other and getting closer to me really pissed I felt like the next hit would be for me , fear rushed trough me "Zayn plea-please stop" I meant for it to sound louder vut it cale out as a whisper plus a shaky voice and I was backing off with each step that he takes until my back hit a car's door "Not so brave now are we ?" He said as he put his both hands on the car blocking me from going anywhere "You don't deserve her d*ck" we heard the waiter saying out of Breath Zayn turned to him and kicked him in the stomach with his foot till We started seeing blood coming out of him mouth I gasped again Zayn leaned over the guy "next time learn to mind your own business" he said before before putting his hand on my waist and dragging me to the car but before he turned to the guy who was still on the floor "oh and you're fired" and that was when it hit me that he owned the place that's why he was acting like that and the fact that he didn't come back to pay ... explains all .
*IN THE CAR*
I felt guilty because the guy got beat up and ALSO fired .
It wzs so tense at that moment both pissed and we both wanted to scream in each other's face there was only one difference he can I can't because I know he doesn't like it so as I really wanted to talk and scream but I couldn't talking for me was enough "He didn't deserve what you did to him" I said without even looking at him "that's what you think ?" He said calmly "Yes" It came out of my mouth like a whisper "You f*cking think that flirting with my girlfriend and calling you names isn't enough to murder him ? " he yelled louder after every single word he was turning to look at me every once a while waiting for my respond but I didn't "He f*ucking should consider himself lucky that I didnt do so" he continued , I didn't respond to that either "But why are you defending him anyway ?" He asked trying to proove a point "I wasn't I just spoke my mind but looks like we can't have a conversation with you without having to fight" I said not even daring to look at him "Do you know him ?" He asked ignoring what I just said "No" I whispered in an obvious voice because I found his question stupid why would he ask me something like that ? " You already spoke to him at the University haven't you ?" He said getting angry "Zayn you're saying nonsense I don't even know him" I said trying to calm him down because things were getting bad and about to get worse not only for me but for the waiter also "Are you lying to me ?" He grabbed me by my arm and pulled me to him till i could feel his breathing on my neck he looked at me and then turned to the road " No I'm not yelling I promise" I szid very loudly and he let me go "Maybe I should go back to him after all to finish what I started" He said angrily .
I Felt more and mire guilty everything is because of me well because of him also but most because of me because I'm the reason he gets angry and hurt people . Tears start falling without le noticing I couldn't help it I felt so bad and also trapped because this will be my life it will be a routine for me and I should get used to it because once in a relationship with Zayn there's no way out and once he loves he'll never let you go.
Zayn noticed that I was crying I knew that it was his weakness he doesn't like it when I cry and specially because of him I mean he likes it sometimes but after what happened at home I'm sure that he doesn't anymore at least for the moment . Zayn left out a breath and turned to look at me "Stop crying love" I didn't respond I didn't even look at him I was just looking through the window "Look I'm sorry I didn't mean to make you cry" said the devil in an angelic voice , I didn't bother to respond I just decided to let him talk I don't want to talk to him anymore I had enough of his shit for the moment "I know how to make it up to you" he said as I felt his hand on my thigh getting higher and higher I removed his hand quickly "Don't touch me" I said in a strength voice he left out a small laugh before putting his hand back again but squeezing this time till it started to hurt "Stop me then" He dared me as I started crying harder "Please Zayn let go it hurts " I started begging as he started to enjoy it "Don't worry I'll be more gentle when we get home I promise" he said with an evil smirk
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Here's chapter 33 :D I hope that you like it I updated as soon as i could !! Please comment your opinion and vote if you like it and thank you all so much for sticking with me I love you all ♥
