Chapter 32

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"Love"he called for me as I looked at him

Zayn got closer to my ear and whispered "Your behavior was innacceptable"

I felt his hand getting all the way down my body ...

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He grabbed my ass squeezing it till I found myself moanning into his ear.  

Zayn had the art and the manner to make any girl fall for him and to have her crowling to him , his charmaning words , his ways to make any girl crave him and always want more . The same infect that he had on girls , Lola had it on him he always craved her and always wanted more of her buit for him more was never enough.  

 Zayn was a man in all the meaning of the word , guys feard him while girls fantasized about him day and night but Zayn wanted only two things : Power and Lola and I guess he has them both but one is the reason of the other , Zayn had Power before even meeting Lola but that's how he got her with "power" and so whoever out there who thinks that love can't be forced Zayn just prooved you wrong , Zayn kept Lola as his hostage till she fell for him he made sure that he was the only thing that she had . she had nowhere to go he was her home the only person she can run to if there's anything bothering her , but let's be realistic , as much as Zayn tried to protect her from everyone , he can't protect her from himslef , he was the main problem , as much as he loved her he keeps hurting her in every way , he's crazy about her , and not in a beautiful way , his love for her made him blind to the point where only the image of her not belonging to him made him angry and made his dark side take over , Zayn claimed her as his , and no one's else , he would do anything to make her understand that and she did understand , but it was never enough for him , he always have the need to make it clear to her , so she'll never think about leaving and even if she does , she'll know that it's impossible because he'd never allow that , Zayn was obssessed with her yes obssessed , he can get easly jealous from anyone , and he ignores that he's compulsive and dominant ways drove her crazy and made her feel lonely to the bones. 

Because at the end it was him and only him that she can go to , he was her home , his arms where her castle and he was her king he could make her feel like she's a queen and yet a slave , secure and yet protected , home and yet homeless , loved and yet used , he was her world , a whole world and for him nothing was missing , it was a complet puzzle , he thinks that she didn't need anyone other then him , he was her family her friend and her lover , but was it the same thing for her ? As much as she tried to convaince herself that she couldn't ! Funny how Zayn can have controll over everything even her mind , she convainced herself that she belonged to him and her place is right beside him , and he was what's good for her , and he's the only one who would never leave her which is true even her mom gave up on her to him , he was the only one who sticks around always ! 

Lola wanted love , she wanted to be loved deeply and passionately , and even if Zayn's Love wasn't perfect but he still loved her more than anyone esle has ever did .

 Zayn and Lola are two diffrent people one who had everything and one who had nothing , one who took everything , and one who had everything taken from , one who can give up on evertything for the other , and one who had everything gaving up on for the other , one who loved madly and one who was the prisoner of that love ...

He grabbed my ass squeezing it till I found myself moanning into his ear.                                                              Zayn's lips were kissing mine and he would bite my bottom lip every now and then while his hands were still on my butt and my back , Zayn started kissing my jaw and leaving wet kissing while making his way to my neck , that boy really knows what he was doing , he was bitting my neck and kissing it , as much as I didn't want to have a mark on my neck , I didn't want him to stop , but he stopped and looked at me with no facial expression , so I assumed that he wanted me to kiss him , and I did I started kissing him because I wanted more , but he stopped me and went to my ear while licking the bottom of it "tell me you want me" he whispered as he bite my neck and I moaned more "tell me that you want me to do bad things to you" he said as he squeezed my ass and I moaned louder , my mind was screaming at me to tell him whatever the hell he wants me too , but I didn't .                                              Zayn backed off and looked at me and put his hand on my jaw "tell me what I wanna hear and I make you feel like you've never did before" I looked at him for a while he was so damn hot and just his face was a turn on , fuck I started thinking like him , I looked down avoiding his look that was when I snapped back to reality , and there was no way that I tell him whatever he wants to hear I pushed his hand off my jaw but he grabbed my arm and pulled me close to him till there was no space between us , our lips close to each other "are you sure of your decision Love ?" he whispered as his thumb was caressing my hand I was shaking , I felt like throwing myself on him but my pride wouldn't allow that that's why I need to show him that he wants me more then I want him and that was by confirming to him that I was sure of my 'decision' , "Y-yes" I said with a shaking voice and doubt sounding in my words he looked at me a while smiling knowing that I wanted him "your words aren't so convaincing" he said with an arrogant smile on his face , that smile pissed me off but what I realized made me confident and put me in a power position , I could feel his errection , and then I smiled back , he seemed confused but then I looked down at his pants and he understood he let out a laugh and looked down "I feel like you regret your request" I said with a cocky smile he looked at me with no answer so I kissed him and then bite his bottom lip slowly  till I felt his intime part harden and backed off and looked at him as he tried to kiss me again but I stopped him "too late now" I said as I went out of the cabin he went out right after me I looked at him "Shall we go back to our table ?" he let out a laugh as he nodded and open the door of the bathroom for me and while going out of it he slapped my ass , and I turned at him with a look that says 'you didn't' he just winked at me and grabbed me from my waist and walked me till our table ...

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Here's chapter 32 I hope that you like it I'm already working on the next chapter , and so sorry for not posting this chapter sooner but I didn't have access to whatpad , doesn't matter now here's the chapter I really hope that you like it and vote if you and comment your opinion ... 

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