RECAPE :
I saw so many drunk guys and girls , Niall , Liam , Harry , Louis were here ... drunk ...
And there was Zayn
Oh no
He was kissing some random blonde bitch ...
The first and only thing that I taught about was : And I Zayn Malik Love you and will always love , you Lola Patterson
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What was I suppose to do ?! I swear I tried to stay strong as much as I could and not show my sadness and shock and the way he hurt me and betrayed me yes I feel betrayed , cause I trusted him , I tried to hide all those feelings but looks like my emotions took over me , tears start rolling down my face , I couldn't hold them , I was heartbroken and tears were the only thing to express my self when my mouth couldn't speak .
Then I start asking myself : who was she ?! Was she his ex ?! Yes even if I was heartbroken I was jealous and angry but more jealous then anything .Why is he cheating on me ?! Am I not good enough for him ?! Was it all lie ?! What will happen ?! Could I really stay with him those 2 mouths ?! ( 2 mouths till summer and then I will go back to see my mommy ) , I made a decision I think I'll continue my revenge plan , after all he deserve it .
What should I do first kill the bitch ?!
Or
Start my revenge plan ?!
I can handle the bitch tomorrow after school first I'll go with my revenge plan ... After a few seconds of thinking what would I do , I finally found something .
I was walking towards a guy a pretty good looking one , but then I stopped , could I really do this ?! I'm not that brave , and I know that I'll put that guy's life in danger and ... I don't know I'm afraid ... I turned to see Zayn who looks like he didn't notice my presence , he as too busy that was a good thing that I looked at him it made me more capable , because what I saw destroyed me but it also made me raise my anger , Zayn was still kissing that girl he was blocking her with a wall and his hand was in her panties squeezing her bum and his other hand was in her bra caressing her breast I could hear her loud moaning everyone could hear it .
Gross
I went to that guy with blond hair and blue eyes he was tall , he was sitting in the couch beside a drunk Niall they were drinking beers , but Niall looked way more waisted than that guy I went to him and sat on his laps and start kissing him wildly , he didn't kiss me back at first because he was chocked , but then he kissed me back I let him take control he was a good kisser my hands were playing with his soft hair and his hands were on my thighs i heard Niall saying something i think it was : "Lola you are a beautiful potato" I swear that guy have something with food , his world turn around food , but then he said something that made my heart race like never before : " Zayn look at your girl " did I mention that I was facing Zayn's back ?! The guy start kissing my neck putting love bites he wasn't good at it Zayn was way better , after that Zayn heard Niall's words he stopped kissing the slut and turned to face me I stared fake moaning and looking at Zayn while the guy was still kissing my neck , I smiled at him and then gave him a wink .
Zayn was shocked but his shock was replaced as fast as it came by anger , and jealousy ...
I was pulled away from the guy by someone , and getting hold by that someone and the guy was no longer near me he was on the floor on top of him was Zayn beating him in his face but then Zayn stood up and ... Helped the guy up ... What ?!
The guy couldn't stand up straight and blood was all over his face , I tried to get away from the person who was holding me and everytime that I looked at the floor not wanting to watch the scene he forced me to watch I turned to see who the bastard was and it was ...
