I woke up at 6 a.m I don't want to see Zayn I took my shower , and put my clothes on , and went to eat breakfast , I opened the fredge searching for milk , Ah found it , I took cerales , while I was eating I saw Zayn coming I didin't want to talk to him , he was scarying me , I should found a new house , and I can't tell my mom or she'll come , and she'll loose her job , so we're gonna be homless . Zayn came closer to me .
Zayn : Good morning sweetie !
I didn't reply , he was looking at me with a smile on his face , how could he smile after what he have done to me , he tried to rappe me .... But I don't know if it was alcool's effect ...
Zayn : I are you okay ?!
Me : NO , HOW DO YOU WANT ME TO BE OKAY AFTER WHAT HAVE YOU DONE LAST NIGHT ! I start screaming .
Zayn : What are you talking about it ?!
Me : C'mon Zayn don't play that game with me !
Zayn : I really don't know ....
Me : YOU TRIED TO RAPPE ME !
He didn't seemed chocked , that mean that he remember everything , he sad that he drink just a little bit , that mean he want to do it , it's not alcool's fault , he came closer to me , now I can't escape from him ...
Zayn : I'll never do that , I'll never hurt you ...
Me : But you did Zayn . You were drunk !
Zayn : No I-I-I didn't mean to hurt you , I promise I won't hurt .... You can be save with me !
He was closer to me , I can't say anything I was to scared to make him angry , and try to do something to me . I could feel his breath , his warm air ...
Zayn : I'll not hurt you Lola !
Hi put his hands on my hips , I don't know what he were trying to do but I was to scared to talk ..... I hip put his lips against mine ... I couldn't speak but it wasn't what I want , I didn't kiss him back !
Me : DON'T TOUCH ME ...
Zayn : C'mon Lola , I saw how you were looking at me last night , I know you want me ...
Me : How did you remember ?! That it's wasn't alcool's fault , you did it cause you want to !
Zayn : Haha smart Lola , yes I was knowing what I was doing .....
Me : I can't BELIEVE it .... , I'll leave I can't live with you .
Zayn : No sweetheart , you'e gonna stay here with me !
Me : Or what ....?!
Zayn : I'll make you regret .
I was afraid I don't know what he could do .
Me : I'm so scared -sarcasm-
Zayn : You should , I'm sure you still love , Jake and Melissa so ...
Me : No don't touch them ..
Zayn : I'll not if you obey me !
Me : I'll do whatever you want , just please don't hurt them .
I thaught of what Louis told me last night , that Zayn have a bad past with the police , so I was afraid for them !
Zayn didn't relplied , he was looking in my eyes , hecame closer and kisses me , I didn't have a choice so I kissed him back , that was ..... AGHH , I can't deal with it , so I decided to broke the kiss .
Me : We're gonna be late for school !
Zayn : Yeah sure .
I think that he understood me , we went out , and put me on his bike . We arrived to the school , And he grabed my hand .
