RECAP :
*Lola's POV*
After admiring his wonderful face I pecked his nose and whispered a "I love you"
But then happened the unexpected Zayn opened his eyes and smiles at me
Zayn : I love you too .
FUCK .
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*Lola's POV*
FUCK , a big damnfuck .... OMG OMG OMG
Fuck
It was the only word that was running trough my mind at that moment ...
FUCK .
My eyes were widen and my jaw was full open , I was shocked , angry , and .... Happy . WTF ?! Why would I be happy about that now ?! 'Because you are glad that he knows what u feel for him and it's reciproque ' the little voice spoke into my head , oh shut up ...
Then I re-think :
What have I done ?! Now all my plans are ruined , I can forget about my revenge now !! Wait , why would I do that I can just deny it and say that I didn't mean it , but obviously he won't believe me , I won't believe me either . So many questions were running trough my head : What is going to happen now ?! What if he doesn't want me anymore ?! Did I really forgive him ?! What about my revenge ?! Do I really want to live that way , controlled and just forget about my freedom ?!
Zayn's eyes were glowing , and his lips drew a smile on his face and his hair was messed up , that gave him a hot look ...
We were lost in each others eyes , the silence invaded us , i tried to speak but nothing come out o my mouth I was panicking
Me : I ... I ... ! I'm out words fuck , Zayn looked amused by my panic .
And then I felt Zayn's arm get around my waist , and bringing me closer to him , I didn't protest Or say anything , I was like an objet at that moment I couldn't move or talk , I just let him do whatever he wanted I was still shocked , then without me noticing his lips were on mine I can feel his tongue asking for entrance , that I completely refused to give , then I felt Zayn's hand no longer on my waist but on my ... ASS , he squeezed it and that made me gasp , so he took the advantage and let his tongue travel my mouth and play with mine , a little moan escaped my mouth , well that shocked both of us but I can feel Zayn smirking , it felt so good but so wrong ... after a while we pulled away , I was out of air ...
He give me a smile , that I DIDN'T return , but he ignored it and layed again to kiss me but this time I protest ...
Me : No , w-we can't ... I said looking in his irresistible lips , I know he wanted me and I wanted him as much as he does
Zayn : And why not ?! He asked with a smile on his face but his question didn't sound like he needed an answer , because then I felt his lips on mine and I kissed him back , I couldn't get enough of this boy ... But it was wrong it felt so wrong ... I pulled my hands in his chest trying to keep him away from me but he was to strong , I can feel his hand under my shirt , caressing my back and getting close to my bra ...
No no no it was wrong I have to control myself , I can let this happen ...
I broke the kiss and turn my face , but it looks like Zayn doesn't waist time , now he was kissing/sucking into my neck , while one of my hand was playing is his hair , the other one was carressing his abs , I was enjoying the moment , a few moans skipped my lips ... But as much as I was enjoying the moment the word 'wrong' kept playing in my head .
' I have to stop this before it get more serious ' I kept telling myself .
I finally was able to stop him by putting my hand his mouth ...
Me : That's so wrong .
Zayn's hand left my waist and come to his face and he removed my hand from his mouth and placed his hand in my cheek and smiled at me ...
Zayn : You and I , both know that that's what you want babydoll .
He was so damn right I love him and I want him ...
I felt Zayn's hand leave my face and get back to were they were ...
I tried to stop him I really tried but as much as I try I screwed up , wanna know how ?! Every time I tried to say Zayn stop , I'd just say Zayn and it sounded like a moan ...
But as soon as I was thinking how to stop him he stopped , and he looked up at me , looking deeply into my eyes like he could see my soul , and all I can see in his was love , lust , passion ...
And then he said those 3 little words that made me lose control completely ...
Zayn : I love you .
It was the last thing I heard before my desire took over me ...
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