See it's not that I don't have feelings
Or I'm extremely emotionless
It's the fact that everything I feel for you
Can be so intense
It's suffocating
Draining
Yet empowering
It's like darkness trying to snuff out the
Last of its light
Because its holding on too tight
It's like falling
Without a parachute
Because you feel you have wings
Just to soar to the sky
Its like being so close to death
Yet feeling so alive...
See it's not that I don't have feelings
It's the fact that I lock them all inside
The pain of keeping them hidden
Is damn near suicide
Its as if I'm chained to the ground
When all I wanted to do was fly
I search for the sun
But truthfully, I see it in your eyes
And so, I stay bounded
Because you are the only one with the key
See it's not that I don't have feelings
I've just been waiting for you
To set me free
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Authors Note: I had a mental breakdown the other day and I've just been feeling extremely exhausted ever since. And too everyone else I just made a mountain out of a mole hill but truthfully I've been holding stuff in for years... All it took was a little insignificant thing to set me on the edge and push me over. But before that situation I wrote this. Because someone I've missed so much came back into my life. I wrote this about them but I would never tell them that.
Here's too you...
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PoetryJust me ranting a poetic song into the void... "I hope one day when I am gone, someone, somewhere, picks my soul up off of these pages and thinks, "I would have loved her" ~ Nicole Lyons" * * * * * * * * * This is just a book filled with most of th...
