Chapter 4

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(Roman's pov)

"So what do you want to do?" I asked. They all stared at me like I was crazy. "What?"

"We can't be seen with you!" Andy said like I was stupid. I pouted and stuck my lip out and made me have puppy dog eyes.

"Why not? Am I not good enough for you?" I said and his eyes widened.

"What?! No, no, no! That's not what I meant!" Andy said quickly. I laughed a little and put my guilt face away.

He glared at me and I said, "Just messing with you, I know what you mean. But still, I can just hide my wings. It's no big deal." I shrugged and Andy had a thoughtful look on his face and he sighed.

"Fine, where do you guys want to go?" Andy asked.

"Oh, oh! I know! I haven't been there since I died!" I said. They all gave me a weird look and Ashley cleared his throat.

"Where?" he asked.

"Can we please go to Hot Topic or Spencers! They're like my favorite stores!" I said happily. They all smiled a little and Andy laughed at how excited I was, causing me to blush. They all nodded and I smiled brightly.

"Sure, let's go," he said and we walked out to the car. I climbed in and we drove off towards the mall. I felt like a kid in the candy store when I walked in. There was everything I loved here! I then felt sad. I have no money. I looked around and sighed. After two minutes of me staring at an Of Mice and Men leather jacket, I felt someone tap me on the shoulder.

"What?" I said to Andy.

"Want me to buy it for you?" he said and I shook my head no.

"No, I can't let you do that," I said.

"I have enough money, just let me buy it." He argued. I bit my lip and sighed.

"Fine, but you have to let me repay you with something," I said. He smirked and grabbed the jacket.

"Okay. . .um when we get back to the hotel, I want to touch your wings," he said, blushing a little. He looked around to make sure no one heard him. The rest of the guys were talking to the cashier and Andy sighed in relief.

"Why?" I said, tilting my head. He blushed again and looked at the ground. Wow, here is the Andy Biersack blushing like crazy just because he wants to touch me! Ew, get your mind out of the gutter! I meant my wings!

"They just look soft and I want to see what they feel like. . ." he trailed off and I smiled at him.

"Fine, you buy me the jacket and I'll let you touch my wings," I said. He smiled and went over and paid for the jacket. I put it on and smiled at him.

"Thanks," I said. He smiled and shrugged saying it was no big deal. We left Hot Topic and went down to the food court and as soon as we got down there, a whole bunch of girls surrounded us and were screaming that Black Veil Brides was here. I jumped behind Andy and the guys glanced at me.

"Can you do something to get us out of here?" Jake said. I bit my lip and shook my head no.

"Not without showing everyone I'm an angel," I said. Plus, I don't really no how to use my powers yet. I mean, I just got them and no one told me what I could do with them! The girls came charging at us and I screamed. I'm actually really claustrophobic and I felt my throat start to close up. I guess I passed out from all the stress and lack of air because all I remember is a scream and then everything going black.

I gasped as I sat up in bed. Where am I? All I remeber is a crowd of girls causing me to have a panic attack. "You're awake!" someone said. I looked up and saw Noah smiling brightly at me.

"Yeah, where am I?" I said.

He laughed and said, "In the hotel room. You had a panic attack, but you're okay now." I nodded and he came up to me.

"So what are you doing here?" I asked.

"Gabriel told me to come check on you because he sensed you were in trouble. I did and found Andy sitting in the hotel lobby alone thinking about something. The rest of the guys had talk to their manager," he said.

I nodded slowly and said, "Oh, okay." He smiled and patted my head.

"Well, I gotta go. I'll go tell Andy you're awake and fine." I nodded and he left. Five minutes later Andy came in. He smiled at me and I gave him a shy smile back.

"How are you feeling?" he asked.

I shrugged and said, "Fine, I guess." He nodded and sat down on the bed.

"So, why did you pass out?" 

"I have an anxiety disorder, so big crowds make me have panic attacks," I said. He nodded and bit his lip.

"So, do you want to do anything?" He said.

"You know, we still have that deal." He laughed nervously and shrugged.

"Yeah, but you don't have to." I rolled my eyes and made my wings come out.

"A deal is a deal. Go ahead, I don't mind," I said. He nervously ran his fingers over my black and grey wings. I smiled at the feeling it gave me and then I heard a knock on the door. I quickly turned invisible and the house keeper came in. Andy had a annoyed, yet calm look on his face and the house keeper smiled apologetically.

"I'm sorry, I didn't realize someone was in here," she said. Andy smiled at her and shrugged.

"It's fine." She nodded and went out of the room and Andy sighed. I became visible and he nervously coughed. "So, I better go,' he said and awkwardly ran out of the room. I looked at the door confused. I shrugged and turned invisible again and flew out the window. I went to the recording studio and saw Andy and the guys talking outside of the building.

"Hey, Andy. How's Roman?" CC said.

"He's fine, just had an anxiety attack," Andy said. I smiled a little and then I flew off up to heaven. I sighed and walked inside and as soon as I stepped inside I heard people laughing at me.

"Look! It's another arm cutter!" I clenched my fist and turned to her.

"At least I chose to be here! At least I didn't drive off the road drunk!" I said and she gasped. Wait. . .how did I know that?

"Because, that's one of your powers. To know how and when other angels died," Gabriel said and put his hand on my shoulder. "Now, Clarissa. I don't want to have to report you. I suggest you shut up," Gabriel said. Clarissa glared at me and walked away. "Now, Roman, time for your lesson." I sighed and followed him to his office.

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