"Babe? Babe are you there?" Wonwoo was calling for his boyfriend while holding his camera on his left hand.
"Yeah I'm here. I'm doing something" his boyfriend answered and he turned the knob to see his man, busy with his work.
"I'm doing a vlog today. Please join me. You promised that you'll be showing up and it's today!" Wonwoo happily exclaimed while pouting in front of his boyfriend.
"Hyung I'm busy right now. I can't" he answered and all Wonwoo could do was to put his camera down with his smile fading.
"You are always busy, Kim Mingyu. Yeah I do live in your house, we sleep on the same bed, we eat together but I feel like you don't wanna hang out with me anymore" Wonwoo said in disbelief. He just wants them to hang out like they used to be.
It feels like he's just forcing himself to live in his boyfriend's house for them to have time to each other. What if he didn't move here? Will they even have time together?
"Hyung you know I can't hang out while I'm working. I have a lots of orders that I have to ship out. Please do understand" Mingyu replied and looked up to see Wonwoo crying.
"W-why am I even crying" the older muttered and wiped his cheeks. "I didn't mean to say that. Don't mind me. I'm really sorry, Mingyu"
Wonwoo then left Mingyu's office and headed inside their shared room. He then grabbed his bag, putting some of his clothes inside and he searched for something decent to wear. He'll wait for Mingyu to finish with his work and he's going home. Not because of what happened. It feels like he needed to be away from his boyfriend for a while and not disturb him so that they'll miss each other and maybe they'll have time to hang out again.
For now, he was just lying on their bed while scrolling through his phone. A few hours have passed and still, there is no sign of Mingyu. Maybe he's really busy and Wonwoo shouldn't have disturbed him awhile ago.
When Wonwoo was about to grab his bag but the door opened and he was welcomed by an exhausted Mingyu.
"Are you finished? I'm going home though. I mean, not because of what happened awhile ago. That's so immature of me but I think I need time for myself and yeah going home is the best option. With that, we can focus on our work and yeah we could catch up some time" Wonwoo stated but all he received was a poker faced Mingyu. "W-what's wrong?"
"Do you need space, hyung?" the younger asked and Wonwoo was confused by the question. "You really have to go?"
"I mean, yeah if you want me to. I just thought you also need time for yourself so that you can focus about your work. It's totally fine to me. My apartment also needs my presence, you know" Wonwoo answered and he felt guilty when Mingyu shook his head.
"Do you not want to live with me anymore? Are you breaking up with me?" that's when Wonwoo got pissed. He is mad, mad.
"I am not breaking up with you, Kim Mingyu. I just need time to think, because I feel like I force myself to live here with you. Yeah we're close to each other but I feel like I'm the only one enjoying this set up and now you're gonna ask me that? What about you? Do you even want to live with me? Do you even think of my feelings every time you reject me? Okay I am immature for not understanding that you have work but I feel so lonely even though we're together. I know work is important but you always choose your work over me. It's been how many months, Gyu. I feel like shit" everything that Wonwoo is hiding suddenly blurted out, unconsciously.
"I didn't know you feel that way, hyung. I'm sorry. I just don't know what to feel about the idea of you leaving. I am so used to be around you for how many months now and I thought you're okay with me just working because we live together. I'm sorry that even though I'm here, you still feel lonely. I don't want you to go, babe. I'll make it up to you. Please" Mingyu stated and Wonwoo still feels like he has to go.
