Hyung you're impossible
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A nice sunny day welcomed Jisoo as he woke up getting blinded by the sunlight. He immediately looked at the clock and saw that it is still early to go outside. It's their day off and he decided to go and wander around the town. Everyone is planning to go outside too but he realized that staying indoors will get his day wasted.
"Jisoo hyung! Have you received a package? A delivery man said that he gave the package to someone named Hong Jisoo!" Jisoo automatically smiled, hearing the younger's voice right when he wake up.
"Goodmorning too, Seokmin" the older greeted him as he bend down to get the package on the other side.
"Did I wake you up?" Seokmin immediately whispered, smiling at him ear to ear.
Jisoo chuckled and handed him the package. "No silly. I was about to get up when you called me. I guess another package is piling up to your station. Why don't we open one?"
Jisoo goes to Seokmin's room to see a lot of boxes on the other side. "That's a good idea, hyung. I haven't touch any of them since last month and I have to atleast check three or five"
"Gosh when will you stop ordering things. Look you have a pair of this inside your closet. Atleast buy something you really need. Not just different design or color" Jisoo nags at him and he just smiled at the older which he really love towards Seokmin.
The older can't help but to pinch his cheeks and smiled at him too. "Aigoo our cute Seokmin"
"Hyung you know me. This is my only hobby. Plus I always look for cheaper prices anyway" he answered and Jisoo just smiled at him.
"Okay I won't nag then. Just make sure you lessen it, okay? It's not good to order and order then pile things up. I'll help you clean this and I'm off to go" he now picked up the boxes and the packaging tape that's scattered all over the floor.
Seokmin on the other hand, smiled at his hyung. He knows that the older is spoiling him but not that showy and it makes him happy that the older really cares for him.
"Hyung can I go with you, today? I mean. I don't know where to go. I'll be left out again if I didn't use my free time well. I need to find a new hobby. Only if it is okay with you" Seokmin was shy. He doesn't really ask Jisoo to go out since he's too scared to get rejected. Not that the older will reject him but the fear of not being able to fit in, always eating him and ending up not asking.
"Really? I mean, I'm still thinking about where to go. I was even thinking about staying indoors with you because I know you're staying. But if you want to go somewhere, I'll take you there. It's fine" Jisoo answered and the younger immediately turned around, hiding his blushed face.
Seokmin didn't expect that the older will accept his favor. He was so shy that he blushed and nervous. He couldn't help but to think that he really likes and admire the older.
"Since you always stay here. Should we take you somewhere? I like this place and it can make you relax. Wanna go?"
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An hour passed and both of them are now stepping outside the cab. Seokmin doesn't know where Jisoo took him, it's just... he wants to spend time with the older.
"This is where I always go when I have the time. I guess it's time for me to reveal my hideout" Jisoo said and held Seokmin's hand and went inside the building that happens to be on the corner of the road. If you're not going to walk towards the narrow space, you won't even notice it.
Seokmin was kinda scared, thinking about why would his hyung go to a place like this.
"Hyung? What is this place? A padlock? Who uses a padlock to these days??" Seokmin was a little nervous on what would welcome them. It's not that Jisoo is a bad guy. It's just... It doesn't even look like the older's type of place.
As soon as they stepped inside, Jisoo opened the lights and a colorful place welcomed them. It looks like an arcade but a different vibe. There's a cute bed on the side with a lot of books beside it and on top of it, was the small second floor with a computer set and some other gadgets.
"Hyung! Is this yours? I mean when? The other members knew about this?" Seokmin was so happy that Jisoo is satisfied. He knew the younger will like this place.
"Actually it's just a month ago when I finished stuffing this place. I painted the walls myself and also decorated it myself" Jisoo explained and Seokmin suddenly hugged him. "S-Seokmin"
"So you're saying I am the first one who saw this wonderful place?" Seokmin asked and Jisoo nodded, smelling the younger's clothed shoulder.
"I think it's time for you to know this, Seokmin. I've been waiting for this day to come so that I'll have the chance to say it in person. Look, I don't want to pressure you, okay? I don't know about your types, your sexuality and I don't want to judge you as straight, bisexual or gay. But I'll say this regardless of your sexuality. I'm not forcing you into anything but I like you. Not just my younger brother, not just a friend nor a member. But someone who deserves love. Someone who I can date. I made this place for you. Because I want you to explore things. To find something you can call happiness. I'm so bad at confessions and this is the best I can think of. I'm sorry if this is sudden. Y-you can leave if you want to. I don't want you to be uncomfortable towards me. I'm so dumb. I'm sorry"
Seokmin was amazed by Jisoo. He doesn't know what to say. He likes the older so much that it feels like his heart's going to explode. What should he say? Should he confess too?
"Hyung you really are impossible... You are impossible"
With that, Jisoo turned his back to Seokmin. He wants to cry because of embarrassment and nervousness. How can he face Seokmin now? He's not even sure if the younger feels the same way. Is he even comfortable with the word gay?
"Hyung look at me" Seokmin said but the Jisoo can't. He can't face the younger right now. It's too much. "Are you even confessing? Why don't you hear me out?"
Jisoo then faced him. But still looking at the ground trying to think of what to say or what to react towards the younger.
"Why would you do this for me? Why would you waste time and money into something like this? Yet you nag at me when I order cheap things online. This is too much! You should've just confessed early than to invest so much in a place like this. I appreciate it. I mean, I love it so much. So so much! I love how you effort for me. I love you, okay? But this place. It's wonderful that I can't think of it as mine. Hyung you don't have to worry about my sexuality. I like you for being you. For trying to understand me, for tolerating and spoiling me in any way you can. I appreciate you so much"
He held Jisoo in his arms and hugged the older as if he is so fragile but suddenly, Seokmin felt sad that the older spend so much time building this place. Just by thinking that he's struggling alone without a help makes him wanna cry.
"Oh my gosh Seokmin. Why are you crying? No no no. Come here let's sit" Jisoo said and he slowly pulled Seokmin on the bed and they sat side by side.
"Why didn't you just tell me about this place? We could've built it together. I can't imagine you struggling alone. It's hurting me. You want me to be happy but it made you tire yourself out. I'm so sad" Seokmin cried and Jisoo hugged him, he's laughing because the younger was so cute.
"It's okay, Seokmin. I'm fine. I'm still healthy and happy that you liked this place. So... you want to go on a date with me?" the older asked, confidently.
"Only if you promised that we are going to live here from now on" Seokmin said while snuggling onto Jisoo's tummy and the older chuckled.
"Of course! If that's what you want. BUT! We can't tell the other members about it or else it will never be our hideout anymore. Plus I can't let them go here whenever they want to. Can't let them witness what I'd do to you" Jisoo whispered and Seokmin hit his shoulders slightly.
"What are you thinking? Gosh you're so dirty" Seokmin complained and laughed. "Of course I want you to be mine only until everything in here witnesses what we're going to do in every corner of this place" Jisoo added and he trapped Seokmin under him.
"I love you hyung"
"I love you more, Seokmin"
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