JiHan/SeokSoo #15

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Some people say that marrying the right one, in the right time, and in the right place is too impossible to happen. But isn't it worth the risk if you love the other person and you know he loves you back? That's what all we have to do, right? To be as loyal as we can, to be as faithful as we need to be and to trust the person we want spend our lives with. There's is no such thing as a perfect happy ending but we can make way for that to happen, right?

Every decision Joshua did was all calculated. After 10 years of his relationship with his partner, now is the perfect time to ask him to marry him. He was no rich man and so as his partner so he have to work hard to give his boyfriend the best wedding he could ever have. Joshua works on a company as a computer programmer and hell he did everything for him to get promoted and ask his boyfriend for a marriage.

He managed to buy a ring that is not really that expensive, he managed to build them a house for how many years of working and now he can promise his boyfriend a stable life after he got promoted on his work.

"What flowers do you think your partner will like, sir? If you don't have anything in mind, I suggest you pick these ones"

The lady pointed out the red tulips which made Joshua smile. It makes sense, because red tulips represents love. "Okay I'll take this one"

After he paid for the roses, he got into his car and started to drive home. He was very excited to surprise his boyfriend and he touched the small box that is hidden inside his coat with a smile on his face. He never felt this nervous with their 10 years of relationship. He's not sure whether his boyfriend is ready for this but he'll try anyways. If it went south, he will never regret anything. He loves his boyfriend for a reason and everything that will happen tonight will all be understood.

For a few minutes, Joshua arrived to their house and immediately parked his car inside the garage. Their house was not that big but it's the perfect size to build a family. He was very proud of himself after this house was built. That just means, his hard work finally paid off. There is a progress and that's enough for him to have an inspiration to even work harder.

While holding the bouquet of flowers, he took a deep breath before entering the passcode and as soon as the door opened, he was welcomed by a cold wind and it's completely quiet. He knew Jeonghan would always open the lights if he's here and surprisingly, there's a pile of clothes on the ground which he was confused because Jeonghan is a clean freak. He won't let the house gets dirty.

Joshua for a moment, felt like something was wrong. He could not pinpoint whatever feeling he have inside his mind and heart but he's so sure that he is so damn scared.

Where's Jeonghan?

As soon as Joshua stepped closer to their bedroom, his heart beat stopped. He was hearing some shuffles and some noises he wished he's never hearing right now. He wished that Jeonghan was just cleaning or just tidying things up, but his heart will never be fooled. He knows what sound Jeonghan makes every time they make love. He knows every bits of Jeonghan's habit and he was so sure that after he opens the door in front of him, all of his hard work will be gone.

He promised to understand everything tonight so he have to be brave. He have to see everything in order for him to make a decision. This time, he's ready to set Jeonghan free.

He then turned the knob and opened the door and there, he saw, his greatest fear. He saw his boyfriend on someone else's touch. He's naked, lust all over his eyes, and he looks happy if you see right through him.

Joshua's knees trembled but he managed to hold on to the knob and weakly smiled over Jeonghan who is very shocked. Yeah Jeonghan brought home another guy and they fucked on their bed, inside Joshua's house not even respecting the other one bit.

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