Lee Jihoon/Woozi
Kwon Soonyoung/Hoshi
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Let go of me or else.... I won't let go of you
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"What? Fan service? Why would we need that kind of thing? The fans loves us for who we are. We don't need to do that" Jihoon was acting crazy. He really hates skinships especially in front of the fans and he doesn't want to fake his actions. Staying who you are is what the fans really need.
On the other hand, Hoshi was kinda hurt. He really likes the younger and it doesn't matter if he likes skinship or not. But acting all disgusted just to know that he'll be doing it with the older, makes Hoshi wanna cry. Is it that bad to act all sweet and close in front of their fans? or he really doesn't like the Hoshi to be paired up with him?
Then suddenly, Hoshi stood up when he felt the heat in his eyes. He can't let them see that he's crying over small things. He can't let them notice that he likes the older. It will just hurt him hearing rejections from the younger.
"Woozi is right, guys. Why would we have to do that? The fans loves us and loves what we do. Skinship is just too much for Woozi. I'm fine with anything but if he hates it, I'm afraid I can't do it too" Hoshi then flashed his usual smile. He was so good at acting that the other members didn't notice the tears ready to fall. "I'm going to the restroom"
Then, Hoshi left the room and ran inside the cubicle, letting his tears fall down quietly. He doesn't know when his feelings grew. It's just... he knows that he already fell in love but he just can't confess. He knows how Woozi hates it. He may be straight and Hoshi won't be surprised. The younger never talked about his feelings nor his sexuality and the most challenging part is... how would he stop this? How would he stop falling deeply in love?
After he cried, he immediately washed his face and grabbed some tissues to wipe down the water in his face. He can't be like this. He's the leader of the performance team and he have a lot of choreographies to polish. He can't be distracted because the concert is coming up. He'll probably mind it after their work. Now he needs something to get his mind off of things.
As soon as he stepped inside the studio, all of them looked at him and they all stopped what they're doing.
"Hyung, are you okay? I mean, we're discussing things and you just left" Dino who happens to be concerned, asked Hoshi and the older flashed his famous smile, revealing his 10:10 eyes.
"Of course. I just went to the bathroom, what makes you think I'm not okay? Haha let's get back to work. We still have a lot choreographies to clean up"
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A week passed and everyone was so exhausted going to music shows, dancing and singing over and over again. Now they are at the stage waiting for the line to be finished. All of them flashed a smile, without showing how tired they are. They have to atleast show them that they are grateful for their fans. For doing everything that they can to support them and they can't deny the fact that seeing their fans smile is what they really need in order for them to keep moving forward.
"Hoshi oppa!! Make a heart with Woozi oppa please!" a loud fan screamed, causing all of them to laugh.
Hoshi was aloof. He can't even look Woozi in the eyes. So he just smiled and crossed his arms, signaling them that he doesn't want to do it. But he was so surprised that Woozi held his hands under the table, intertwining them as the younger made a heart in his hands so Hoshi just followed him and smiled at their cameras.
After the fans took pictures, Hoshi immediately let go of Woozi's hands and he busied himself with Mingyu on his side.
"M-Mingyu can you give me a water please?" Hoshi said and Mingyu pointed out the water in front of Woozi. "It's his. Just get me a new one"
"I'm so lazy to move, hyung. Just drink Woozi hyung's water" Mingyu complained and he just grabbed the bottle without looking at Woozi and he sipped a little and turned it back to where it was placed.
He was so nervous that Woozi who doesn't like skinships and hates the idea of it, suddenly made a move and now it left Hoshi with mix emotions. He doesn't understand any of it at all. He complained about why would they do such a thing and now is he making fun of the older? That he have to go crazy about it and it almost hurt Hoshi deep down and now, he's doing it on purpose? Like, what the heck?
"Hoshi oppa! Are you okay?" a fan asked and Hoshi smiled at her.
He grabbed the mic and laughed nervously. "Of course oppa's fine"
With that, he put down the mic and was surprised once again when Woozi held his hands one more time, squeezing it and resting it in his thighs. He slowly looked at Woozi, but he's busy waving and talking to his fansites. Hoshi was trying to let go but the younger seems to be so strong and he can't get his hands back.
After 30 minutes, another batch of fans came and everyone was just so busy talking to their fans and signing their albums. Fortunately, Hoshi needs to use his other hand so the younger had to let go.
"Goodbye everyone!!!"
It was the end of the fan signing and everyone is trying to communicate with the fans, saying goodbye and thanking them. Hoshi was still shocked at what is Woozi doing to him. He's confused and don't know how to act. He keeps on stealing a look but Woozi doesn't pay attention to him.
"Hoshi" the older turned around immediately when he heard Woozi's voice calling out to him. As soon as he turned sidewards, Woozi hugged him. But he was too small for him so his hands automatically laced around the younger's neck.
He can't be obvious, the fans are still here and they're seeing what is happening. So instead of pulling away, he hugged the younger and smiled.
"See? It's more natural if it is not planned. You know how I really hate skinships but I don't hate you so, I am willing to do it with you without someone forcing us to do it. Because eventually, you and I will always be doing it anyways, if it is on cam or not. I hate faking my feelings, Hoshi" the younger whispered and Hoshi's eyes widened.
"W-Woozi" he said and he felt the heat coming from his eyes but he managed to not let them fall. "Why are you doing this?"
"Why do you think so, Kwon Soonyoung? I like you, idiot. Can't you feel it? Or should I kiss you in front of them?" Hoshi suddenly blushed and he keeps on turning his backs to the fans while hugging Woozi so that they won't see him blushing like crazy.
"Hey lovebirds we have to go. You can continue that later in the dorm" Jeonghan said, collecting the boys and leaving the stage with a smile.
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"Hoshi it's too stuffy. Stop cuddling me here" Woozi said while pushing the younger away from him. "It's too tight here in the van. Just move a little bit. You're squishing me"
"No. I want to hug you all the way to the dorm and still hug you when we arrived. You can't stop me" Hoshi was so stubborn that Woozi is now running out of energy.
"Let go of me or else.....
"You will kiss me? Then I won't let go of you"
"No. I am the one who won't let go. But please! Can you make space? I'm so small and I'm so pressed in here"
"Kiss me"
"Hoshi no"
"Then no"
"Kwon Soonyoung"
"Kiss me"
"No"
"No"
"I hate you"
"I love you too"
"Stop!"
"No"
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