The Pevensie Brothers

E - Jealousy, Jealousy

Imagine

- In which Hope is jealous of a girl named Ellie before getting with Edmund - 

'I kinda wanna throw my phone across the room'

He's texting her in the hallway, grinning down at his phone.

'With paper white teeth and perfect bodies'

Ellie was so much prettier than she was.

'I know their beauty's not my lack'

Insecurities were awful.

'And I can't let it go'

Edmund always smiled with her, it made her sick.

'I think I think too much'

She was an overthinker, Edmund didn't like her anyways.

'I'm so sick of myself'

She was the ugly duckling, Edmund would never go for a girl like her.

'My jealousy, jealousy, started following me'

Edmund and Ellie were always with each other, as if they knew she was jealous.

'I see everyone getting all the thing I want, I'm happy for them, but then again I'm not'

Everyone seemed to be so advanced and popular, while she was the shadow, hidden by the darkness.

'Oh God, I sound crazy'

She was crazy, that was the problem.

'Co-comparison is killing me slowly'

Everyone was better than her.

'Rather be anyone else'

She was sick and tired of being unwanted.

'Got a pretty face, pretty boyfriend too, I wanna be you so bad, and I don't even know you'

Edmund was so precious, but he was hers, and she was his. They suited each other.

'All I see, is what I should be'

She was the outcast, just damn right ugly.

'I'm losing it, all I get's jealousy, jealousy'

She was sick and tired of being different, ugly, unusual, weird.