Kanra and Eridan Oneshots

Goodbye (sequel to I'm Sorry..... So T/W)

As you can probably guess, It's gonna be sad..... bt. hey.... It's a Tuesday...... so....... yeah, sorry.

ERIDAN

I sat, curled up in my hive again. I've barely moved from that spot for a good two months, mostly alone except for the occasional visit from Fef. But even when she was around, her goal was just trying to get me to eat or sleep... there usually wasn't much conversation, or even eye contact for that matter. 

However today, I decided to look at her. She seemed surprised, but then she gave me a little smile. I quickly looked away. She reminded me of.... Kanra. Not in a lot of ways, just the fact that she cares. Then again, everyone seemed to remind me of Kanra, Nepeta was happy and bubbly, Gamzee was the representation of that little crazy side she had, Sollux was always annoying (especially to me), Fef had a smile that was very similar to her own, and Karkat.... he reminded me of how angry she was when she left the hive that day... and how it was my fault.

"Eat, Eridan..." Fef whispered quietly. I curled myself ito a tighter ball, as to say 'Not a chance'. Fef sighed.

"why should I?" I asked. Fef looked shocked, this was the first time in months that I had spoken. "I don't deserve it, Fef... I killed her."

Her shock turned to anger, and she let out a huff.

"Listen, I understand you're upset, but so's everyone else! They're still here, they're still alive! You're the only one who's sitting here all alone! Is that what Kanra would want, for you, her only role modle, to be sitting here crying all day? No! She would want you out there, doing stuff, annoying everyone else because she can't do that anymore! She would want you out there comforting her friends, having fun, enjoying life! All because she can't anymore!" Fef calmed down a bit and I nodded... she was right. When I looked away, I could here the door opening.

"You don't have to forget about her... I'm not asking you to do that... but you need to say goodbye" And with that Fef closed the door, leaving me in the dark.

I thought about what she said for hours....

And slowly and shakily rose up.