Y/N POV:
Dua's on tour, and she will be for the next month or so. I'm used to it, but sometimes I just need her, I just need her hugs, her kisses, her showing her love. I guess it's hard to not have someone you love with you all the time.
Spending time without her is just sad, it feels incomplete in some way. I know I'll sound like a needy bitch, but, not having her by my side all the time makes me feel incomplete, it's just like she's the one to complete my life.
Even when I distract myself, I can't stop thinking about her, even though we call a lot, it's not as good as having her with me. I can't wait for her to go home, but I know she won't be for a while.
I just wanna be with her. She's my happiness, she's the reason why I wake up happy every morning. I'm just so clingy, I get attached very easily so, having someone I love, leave me, will probably affect me quite a bit.
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It's past noon, but I haven't eaten lunch, I decided to eat at Dua's favorite cafe, she took me there for our first date. The memories I have, just from thinking about that time.
Us being shy, being awkward with each other, not knowing how to act when my eyes meet hers. Sigh, why do I have to miss her this much? She's been gone for only a week, yet here I am, fantasizing about her. I thought to myself.
I didn't even notice my food has arrived, because of all the thoughts fogging my mind.
I proceeded to eat, still thinking about Dua.
I finished my food, then went back to my car. Not being aware, I started crying.
Tears streaming down my face, I started driving. I wanted to call Dua, but can't, since she's supposed be sleeping.
God, I just miss her..
I took turns, until I arrived back at the house. I went to our bedroom.
"I JUST MISS YOU SO MUCH!" I yell, while throwing myself onto the bed.
My phone starts ringing out of nowhere, I see that it was Dua. I picked up.
"Hey bub." Dua said, so sweetly. Hearing her voice making me smile, "H-hi." I said sniffling.
"You ok, baby?" She said, worry laced along her voice, "Yeah, I just watched a sad movie, and just finished crying, haha." I said, lying. "Oh ok, well I'm about to sleep, but I decided to call you." She said "Ohh... You should head to sleep, since it's late for you." I stated. "Yeah yeah, I will soon. Goodnight love, I love you, I can't wait to see you after tour." I smiled, "I can't wait to see you too, I love you and sleep well. I love you and yo cute ass!" I said, laughing softly. "Buhbye." She said "Bye..." I said, frowning. I ended the call.
"HER VOICE IS SO ATTRACTIVE!!!" I yelled not caring about the neighbors.
I start crying once again, "Duaaaaa, just come home alreadyyyyy." I slur
A few minutes later, I regain my composure and went out to the kitchen to get some water.
A/N: This is bad😭
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